The first night I must have had two blotters of 1c-p-lsd at first I took 1 1/2 at 1.00pm but then when I was going to bed I decided to take the other half of the flualprozolam before I did the MXPr,but there was the other half of the 1c-p-lsd next to it and I ate both. Then freaking out about reality disappearing I took three more flualprozolam and woke up 11.00am.
The night after I took the three remaining 1c-p-lsd,was going to do 2 but thought why save one. It didn't manifest though. I was really disappointed,was this now because I had benzos in my system? I don't think so,even with the benzos swimming about in my system and having some 1c-p-lsd the night before I still should have felt something.
I never liked 1p-lsd when it came out. Theres something about these lsd pro drugs that make them unpredictable and unstable metabolisers. It cant just be me? I've got a huge bag of shrooms and they always work guaranteed,even if taken two nights in a row,effects diminish but not to the point of being unoticable.
No more synthetics for me. I'm sticking to mother natures treasures,they always work for me.
This is my experience (unfortunately)
I would say unquestionably that the downers in your system have completely prevented the acid from working yesterday I'm pretty sure of it and it wouldn't surprise me I actually would have been quite surprised if you had had any sort of experience with it because you didn't just have the tolerance factor from the day before but the downers as well and you probably would not have been able to enter a psychedelic headspace properly on any dose.
I mean I took myself only 50ug the other day and I had a really surprisingly worthwhile and fairly strong trip which was in many ways more productive and insightful than a microdose and a full macrodose.
I would never normally consider a dosage like that but I'm very glad I experienced it because it showed me how potent this compound can be when uninterrupted and allowed to work.
So Im sure that was the case for you yesterday.
And I say again, maybe your initial trip would have been much better if you had had a larger dose to start with placing it more on par with your original LSD experiences which probably were up to 300 ug and above on occasions I have no doubt.
And also it sounds like your first night with the 1cp LSD was somewhat choppy especially with the additional substances which could have taken away the potential clarity and benefit you may have experienced as the trip went on.
I do find personally that trips can work in stages at times and especially when we have work to do in our psyche and towards the latter end of the trip it can really come into itself like an open clearing where we can suddenly feel so much refreshment and rejuvenation.
So I would suggest that possibly your first night this didn't have a chance to happen and maybe be you just weren't properly prepared at this time for the type of experience you might have gained more benefit from.
But nothing lost everything is on course like I say and I expect there will be some benefits in your subconscious and psyche because you just can't escape the action of the psychedelics they will always do something productive even if it doesn't feel like it and it can take some time, in the pipeline I like to say.
But by all means my friend follow the path you feel is best for you and the best of luck with your natural route and the Ibogaine.
I hope to hear some positive updates from you in future I will be keeping a lookout wishing you all the best.
