Juniper Bruhmomentius
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Bupre and gabas are working. Im feeling great. Also drinking an energy drink and ice cold water to take the edge off.
Why use excuses? I just like getting high.There’s always an excuse to use though isn’t there. At least my fingers gone numb now anyway
Me too, but I’m supposed to be toning it down before going into rehab in a few weeks timeWhy use excuses? I just like getting high.
Fell off the wagon. Half a litre of vodka and 50mg of diazepam so far, purely for medicinal purposes after hacking my finger up with a hedge trimmer. There’s always an excuse to use though isn’t there. At least my fingers gone numb now anyway
Why use excuses? I just like getting high.
that's a lovely combo. NO OPIATES GRRRRRRRRRRR,nice.So today I've had:
25mg dex
9mg bromazepam
5mg diazepam
2mg clonazepam
Weeeeed (cookies)
Feeling good. Eating a 500gram of meatballs and smashed potatoes with american sauce. Life is good.
Welp here I am on day 2 again cause I came upon more m-amp. But it's been chill and I haven't spiraled or even done it compulsively (well, I was able to stop anyway). Strict dosing regimen and timing, and not staying up longer than 2 days at a time.
Blended up my first batch of etiz and I dare say it's a game changer.
Hours of various fuckery smoking, hrailing, nasal doses M-amp the previous evening
My last 30mg M-amp bump round 5am
10mg s-citalopram and
100mg Tram + 50mg O-tramadol shortly after
6g white + green mix kratom round 8am
Spent some time brewing
1mg Etizolam around 2pm
26mg 2fdck around 4pm
1mg etizolam around 445pm
And I'm feeling oh so fine. Stimulants are basically my Achilles heel. But luckily I have found some conclusions about my previous bad couple weekends that have made me feel better, and I've adjusted. I really shouldn't tweak without benzos or opis I think.
I poured out 250g of GHB yesterday, it has beenb causing me nothing but misery, in fact I ended up in the ER from it a few weeks ago, but kept using it. My bandmates texted me and said that they thought I seemed off the last time we met, so I came clean, they were there for me when I ended up in the ER so I felt bad but it also felt good to let them know I dumped it out. Glad I got rid of it, hopefully I won't suffer too much, I have phenibut to wean down if needed, I've felt fine today though I did do some gabaergics eventually. Tomorrow we'll see.
Etizolam really is a lifesaver for stim binges. I got 3.5g of meth a couple of weeks ago and I slept every night at least a little, but only because of etizolam.