Its so hot and muggy - despite having a calmer weekend than is often the case, with a quarter of Silver Kush to maximise the potential of personal positivity, I have wasted the last 24 hours due to achieving an unintended level of sedation - with my Balkan based pharmacist unable to operate at present due to the disruption to local postal services stemming from the public health issue just as I literally ran out of bzds, my periodic reload included only my standard bi - monthly collection of 100 UK generic 500mcg clonazepam tablets with only a limited amount of Hemofarm 10mg diazepam tablets (50) available as well. Since starting my Sertraline Rx about 3 months ago, I have recently found the diazepam less effective than the clonazepam, something that is a noted interaction with this particular AD. However, after starting with a 40mg dose I have been in a haze of benz since Friday, with a further 20mg followed by 30mg over the subsequent 24 hours leaving me spending today awake, but splatted on my couch listening to audiobooks, not wanting to waste the bit of I have left on the dampening effect the diazepam often has on weed and other hallucinogens. So, uncomfortably hot I decided to wind the day down with a small amount of junkie bits, just a stone and 2 0.2 bags of heroin, one to fire and the second to smoke and while I am not quite at the same place as I would be at 1.30 am on a live dancefloor during an all night future disco, it has made the end to the weekend better than it would have been otherwise.