No he didn't but that's what it will lead to I used to believe the same as him that "if I just control my use I can use heroin inconsequently"
Ok. So SOME people will ALWAYS have a problematic relationship with whatever substances they use. And nothing is gonna change that; unfortunately that's down to basic human nature and the fact that human existence entails suffering.
But at least with legal and socially accepted drugs like for instance alcohol, we can acknowledge the differences.
We cannot do the same realistic and factual evaluation with opiate drugs, and ESPECIALLY heroin, because the general cultural narrative is so entirely set in stone.
Every novice user starts out already indoctrinated with the idea that he will inevitably become an addict as a given; and then somewhere down the line either die an untimely death or else pledge himself to swear off forever, like these are the only options.
Again, back to alcohol : collectively as a society we know there will always be a percentage of drunkards ; we also are aware MOST drinkers aren't, and will not become so, because we witness and interact with moderate drinkers on a daily basis. (Whereas moderate opiate users aren't supposed to even exist.)
.. And now for comparison please just
imagine how many MORE problem drinkers we would likely have, if we were to give every person who tried their first taste of beer or wine the idea that they'd better not EVER touch this stuff, OR ELSE they're on a one - way track to disastrous alcohol dependence.
If we admonished every casual drinker with an 'ohhhh just you wait, you might enjoy a pint at lunchtime now but mark my words you' ll INEVITABLY end up living under a bridge downing half a litre of vodka for breakfast -?! ' ...
LIKE WHO WOULD THIS HELP??
I can confidently say that a large part of me developing an addiction in the first place was DIRECTLY due to my belief that this was my pre - programmed fate.
And that effect isn't limited to those who from the first take fear those alleged near - supernatural 'powers' of the drug that will 'make' you an addict.
The same is true for those who'll say, 'oh yeah I used to kid myself, I thought I could control it'.
That's the EXACT same mindset as thinking 'this will MAKE me addicted', only from another angle.
It implies that you think there is something outside of yourself to BE 'controlled' in the first place. Once you start seeing a lifeless chemical as some sort of entity in its own right, an actual adversary that can overpower you and against whom most people are bound to lose, then yeah you're only gonna go one way I'm afraid. Oh the surprise.