FixXxer
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 4, 2004
- Messages
- 1,052
inspiration,
where are you now,
so many things i want to say, but i dont know how.
i want to tell the world my heart,
my mind and my soul,
let some people view, without having to pay the toll.
motivation,
where have you been,
ive needed you before, but never have you been knocking at my door,
only in things that matter to me,
why cant i want to do things that i should want to do.
destination,
i can see you far away,
three children, and a beautifal place to stay,
a red tabby named FixXxer, and a huge land to own,
need the space, if my ideas have grown.
obligation,
i feel you often,
yet the motivation, doesnt fulfill your needs,
i always try, ive planted the seeds,
but they've failed to grow,
too late for the show.
concentration,
when you're here you're my best friend,
one thing i would love to have, until the very end,
from heaven you descend,
and my strength you lend.
devastation,
never around,
even when you are, i never know, you dont make a sound.
stay silent, not a word.
not a word.
complication,
the one permanetly here,
why do i always leave you to steer, me in the direction so near,
i can see where im going, but why must you show me every detail,
i know the way, i know the total retail.
sitting in the shadows, you know i can see you,
i am here, but why do you fail realize,
i am what i am, you are just parts of me,
open your eyes, you are all just a disguise.
failing to show who is behind the mask,
sometimes off task, you know im here,
im in the shadows, i love it dark,
from here i can see you, but you cant see me.
uncover the disguise,
win the prize, the true me,
unpackaged, for only your eyes.
where are you now,
so many things i want to say, but i dont know how.
i want to tell the world my heart,
my mind and my soul,
let some people view, without having to pay the toll.
motivation,
where have you been,
ive needed you before, but never have you been knocking at my door,
only in things that matter to me,
why cant i want to do things that i should want to do.
destination,
i can see you far away,
three children, and a beautifal place to stay,
a red tabby named FixXxer, and a huge land to own,
need the space, if my ideas have grown.
obligation,
i feel you often,
yet the motivation, doesnt fulfill your needs,
i always try, ive planted the seeds,
but they've failed to grow,
too late for the show.
concentration,
when you're here you're my best friend,
one thing i would love to have, until the very end,
from heaven you descend,
and my strength you lend.
devastation,
never around,
even when you are, i never know, you dont make a sound.
stay silent, not a word.
not a word.
complication,
the one permanetly here,
why do i always leave you to steer, me in the direction so near,
i can see where im going, but why must you show me every detail,
i know the way, i know the total retail.
sitting in the shadows, you know i can see you,
i am here, but why do you fail realize,
i am what i am, you are just parts of me,
open your eyes, you are all just a disguise.
failing to show who is behind the mask,
sometimes off task, you know im here,
im in the shadows, i love it dark,
from here i can see you, but you cant see me.
uncover the disguise,
win the prize, the true me,
unpackaged, for only your eyes.
