Hi guys,
im 19 years old and from the Uk.
(quick background)
im familiar with drugs, had a big infatuation with MDMA between November and March (took it about 10 times in that time). Did proper research and understood that mdma isn't sustainable and instead fixed my attentions on cocaine instead. So I'm relatively experienced with stimulants.
im currently sitting exams in hope to get in to university. The two subjects I'm doing are maths and economics.
for the past two months or so I have been taking Ritalin (methylphenidate). Whilst I don't have a prescription for this, my younger brother does, and my dad and I came to a compromise where I would be allowed to take them everyday in aid of my study.
They have been fairly effective for me and for the first time ever I've actually been able to study productively (I've always been a procrastinator). That being said I can never push myself to study in the evening, and with my best friend living nearby, we always end up hanging out and smoking a few bowls.
now, today I have run out of Ritalin and I feel as though my attitude towards work hasn't been very good and I feel extremely unmotivated. for example, when I answer a maths question wrong or don't understand it, it stresses me out and begin to get very angry and lose all motivation, rather than try and find the solution.
To combat this I've arranged to get hold of some Speed (amphetamine sulphate) as we call it here in the UK. Not to be confused with Meth which I know is the equivalent of 'Speed' over in the US.
Can anyone advise me on dosage? Effects? Your experiences? Come downs? Will it be useful for studying? If not, why?
please try and restrain from advising me not to take it. I will of course respect all advice and duly note it. However, remember I'm 19 and very impressionable. No matter what you say it's pretty likely I'll end up doing it anyway.
im not trying to come off sounding rude, it is just the reality of the situation.
thanks for taking the time to read. all responses welcome!!!
im 19 years old and from the Uk.
(quick background)
im familiar with drugs, had a big infatuation with MDMA between November and March (took it about 10 times in that time). Did proper research and understood that mdma isn't sustainable and instead fixed my attentions on cocaine instead. So I'm relatively experienced with stimulants.
im currently sitting exams in hope to get in to university. The two subjects I'm doing are maths and economics.
for the past two months or so I have been taking Ritalin (methylphenidate). Whilst I don't have a prescription for this, my younger brother does, and my dad and I came to a compromise where I would be allowed to take them everyday in aid of my study.
They have been fairly effective for me and for the first time ever I've actually been able to study productively (I've always been a procrastinator). That being said I can never push myself to study in the evening, and with my best friend living nearby, we always end up hanging out and smoking a few bowls.
now, today I have run out of Ritalin and I feel as though my attitude towards work hasn't been very good and I feel extremely unmotivated. for example, when I answer a maths question wrong or don't understand it, it stresses me out and begin to get very angry and lose all motivation, rather than try and find the solution.
To combat this I've arranged to get hold of some Speed (amphetamine sulphate) as we call it here in the UK. Not to be confused with Meth which I know is the equivalent of 'Speed' over in the US.
Can anyone advise me on dosage? Effects? Your experiences? Come downs? Will it be useful for studying? If not, why?
please try and restrain from advising me not to take it. I will of course respect all advice and duly note it. However, remember I'm 19 and very impressionable. No matter what you say it's pretty likely I'll end up doing it anyway.
im not trying to come off sounding rude, it is just the reality of the situation.
thanks for taking the time to read. all responses welcome!!!