
Vaping some
Cannatonic tonight, which is more balanced THC:CBD ratio. It's a clear-minded high, which is nice. Pain still obvious, but very relaxed. We're watching some Chappelle.
Jibult...You asked if I'd considered growing my own MJ? Well, my husband is willing to risk just about
anything for me to feel better. He has seeds that he's going to try to grow into a plant. Hell, he's even offered to relocate to legal state. Personally, I would move cross country and love the adventure, never looking back. He would, too. We both have aged moms in assisted living (85 & 91) so we are "obligated" to remain here until their death.
Sounds like cold mofos, but we are SO READY for those "obligations" to end. We'd be happy to put our home town in our rearview mirror and pursue our future in a totally new location.
Right now I need
dispensary grade MMJ sealed and delivered to me. It's looking grim, as I refuse to buy the local "grab bag" weed.
I can't keep all of the plates spinning in the air (pain, depression, work, home, family, pets, community commitments). My return appointment for PM is next week. I'm leaning toward terminating that contract, after 3 years of NOTHING. Yes, the Oxycodone IR could be helpful, but rebound pain is a bitch. I can see how pain and depression could lead to increased dosage, as tolerance would build. The environment of PM is a clusterfuck for legit pain patients.
I don't even know if MMJ will help my pain/depression. I wish I could travel to a legal state and have a tasting tour. As for the states you mentioned legalizing (Arkansas, Louisiana, Florida). I am within 5 hour one way drive to AR and LA, but several hours away from FL. We frequent New Orleans regularly. I believe that even though they voted MMJ in, it's not yet available. I'm told it's tangled up in bureaucracy. Go figure!
Have fun, guys!
I have no use for these Oxys, but continue to fill the scripts. I need access to MMJ, specifically Blue Dream, Harlequin and I think it's called Jack Herer. Those 3 were highly recommended for me pain/depression. My dear friend was planning to get those (next) for me before he died in February.
I wish I could try some of the infused gummies and other candies. As I've said before, I like the sublingual oils too.