Hi everyone,
I am here in Canada but I am becoming sick of my nightly kratom use... this drug IS addictive. I need to moderate it.. going to do 2 days a week off for now, and then move up from there. I get serious withdrawals in the evening if I don't have it. Sometimes anxiety, anhedonia (no emotional feeling, feeling depressed), inability to sleep. I started out with a MILD kratom habit (2 days a week) and now I'm at a full 7 days a week -- at least only still at night -- but I am starting to see my use bump up a little in terms of how early I take it in the evening (i.e. used to be only after work, now I bring a teaspoon to my evening clients). I 100% don't think this drug should be illegal!! But I am seeing how dependence creeps up on you. This is coming from someone who has had very little drug / alcohol issues before starting kratom.
The only good thing it's done is make me stop drinking as much, but that's only because I prefer kratom!
I am going cold turkey tonight, I have valerian root. I have things to deal with it. I know it'll be hard and I won't sleep but I need to start taking days off. It's soooo easy to fall into a habit with this drug, especially because it seems so benign.
guess what? i just had a thought, a NOVEL IDEA !! youll never believe it, but i thought of a solution to drugs and medicines of dependancy that cause no other harm except for dependancy!! You ready for this? you ready to see the magic ingenious solution??
its that they be mass produced, widely available and cheap, so a person never runs out. . . and also pursuing neuropharmacology and technology that targets the mechanism be which one becomes tolerant and dependant! to disable the brain's ability to downregulate and internalize receptors so no tolerance and dependence exists -- my idea is to PURSUE that and put a large amount of resources and minds to work on it. That along side not running out.
The Wicked steal Health-Freedom and the wicked themselves dont suffer nor have anything to do with or know the people they steal health-freedom from and make suffer more . the wicked should suffer from their own evil instead of other people suffering from their evil. 100,000 people should sign a passage that invokes a spiritual reversing effect. whats wrong with pressing spiritual charges besides the fact that most people believe it doesnt exist? might be a test to see if it exists or not if 100,000 people do a reversing spell or a divine justice prayer, or both of these two separate things..
You can think of me as the biggest non-kratom user speaking on this subject on the side of keeping it unscheduled. you can also think of me as not using extra-weak and watered down vocabulary to describe things for what they are. If they are wicked, i will use the actual word "wicked" instead of "questionable" or "immoral", etc, while everyone else is being weak-minded, acting like the destruction of health-freedom is similar to a traffic jam, rained out sports event or paying a fine. the way people tralk, thats like how you speak of having to pay a terrible one-time fine or that there is a second-in-a-row bad traffic jam they are stuck in. people abused as children or branded with hot irons fare much better than some of the people who rely on Kratom if they lost their Kratom
look out for the usual psychological disinfo tactics, like "drug skeeing", "drug abusers", "getting high", "herbal heroin" -- you will always see ultra bizarre & dastardly disinfo tactics that use language as a tool of altering perception & feelings on something to an inaccurate representation that serves the original agenda of the wicked entity before the wicked entity even invented the phrases or terms to PsyOps Minds. to me it looks so stupid that it reads like satire, but the population is extremely gullible and dissociative, and so even disinfo that looks completely clownish is able to be printed and used. This is extremely bizarre, but so is everything else. The perception has already been long since changed to where false-dichotomies and false-debates with false-sides that "each have a point in their own right" are made to look real and reasonable. There are now things which are clear cut with a right & wrong easily defined being perceived as debatable or an argument. This is a powerful psychological disinfo tactic.
The Goal of the DEA is to increase pain & suffering. As it stands, life its self is a form of sick wicked evil slow torture, where no positive efforts bring any relief, no forms of self-help bring any relief, and no doctor care brings any relief no matter how many doctors are seen for how many years. also which has no effect on the suffering is no amount of desperately begging for divine-help just in case it exists. What the DEA's Job to do is: increase and add onto the suffering & wicked darkness of life, which is a torture chamber where a person exists as a body with 4 limbs that suffers, ages, decays and dies; but the person often procreates offspring before they drop dead, so that the off spring in turn can then suffer, age, decay & die; & have offspring that does the same, and so on; where they want the cycle to last forever with no ending and even speak of traveling to the stars to colonize before the sun burns out or some other disaster occurs.
So its the DEA's job to make sure that Health-Freedom is destroyed as a method to increase pain, suffering & torture. They want this to occur because they are demonic entities and this is simply what is programmed into them: Destroy Health-Freedom, do Authoritarianism; attack and kill people, wage war on the population and war on medical treatments and war on consciousness. To force someone to comply with Authoritarian policy by deadly for is a form of warfare. This warfare's sole purpose is to decrease your freedom, increase your pain & suffering, and increase covert profitting of street drugs to fund Unacknolwedged special access project & commit other acts of wicked darkness & evil.
Im the most powerful forum poster in the world in terms of directness, depth of truth, and support of that truth through proper use of english wording. So posting gives me anxiety; because it is surreal to be ranked #1 and it causes awkwardness. Do you see how Awkward and idiosyncratic my posts look? thats not enjoyable. But im afraid fully deprogramming one's self & expressing the truth using proper & direct english vocabulary is more important than me being embarrassed for looking so awkward and idiosyncratic
- Tone303, founder of Synostic Advanced Research & Paradigm Project (SARPS) and most powerful forum poster in the world.
P.S. -- Kratom's advantage over conventional opioids in people who do not tolerate them as well, particularly crohn's disease victims, is due to its lower intrinsic activity at Mu & Delta ;; and its Delta to Mu Affinity Ratio. I personally do not like Kratom that much; but people using it to lower their torture or to raise their consciousness to a higher level of wellbeing for important healthy recreation & enjoyment DO need Kratom and when their Kratom is taken away by the Dark Entities of AnguishingAuthoritarianism (DEA), there level of pain & suffering will increase with their level of wellbeing decreasing, which is exactly the goal of the Wicked Authoritarian Demons. If their goal is Authoritarianism, Destruction of Health-Freedom & Increasing the total pain & suffering of life; thats demons we are dealing with, not normal human beings with a regular normal consciousness and capacity for empathy. Sociopathic Demons Love Death-Worship & Destruction. They also love to role-play and pretend they are not at all wicked demonic psychopaths, put are a public service serving the American people to get bad drugs off the streets..
Remember these people sleep well at night and never suffer. They have never had a dysphoric feeling in their head-area before. They never had doctors inadaquately treat them so that they are forced to alternative medicine. They never had any depression or anxiety either, because significant depression & anxiety destroys the ability to go to college and to work a job. The person would have to lay down on the floor of the job instead of perform the job non-stop, because the depression would cause this. Real Actual Depression is far too much pain & suffering to be able to concentrate on and work a job, and DEA people have jobs with the DEA, so none of them have dysphooric-based neurologic depression.
Also, the Following things will increase with time, just as they have been constantly increasing for decades;; and the weak-minded methods used by people to stop them completely and utterly fail miserably; So this is what will continue to increase every year:
Authoritarianism
Size & Scope of Government
Pain & Suffering
Loss of Freedom
Sociopathy & Autism
Darkness & Evil
Satanic Rituals.