myr
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I am a male, 30yo and 70kg. Past psychedelic experience: 2C-B, LSD.
I was preparing myself for this trip for months now, gathering all the info I could from erowid, the dmt-nexus and videos on youtube. Terrence McKenna's 'tales' about his visit in the spirit world left me curious after I experienced the mind expanding capabilities of LSD even though those were low dose trips with no spiritual insight. I am not a spiritual person but amazed by the 'marriage' of spirituality and science in the temple what's called quantum physics. There's just too many correlations for the open mind to ignore, but I also try to remain sceptical as believing in something automatically prevents you from believing the opposite which may be the truth.
Set: after a boring day at work I felt as ready as I'll ever be. I have no major problems in life, I am emotionally stable generally. I was handling DMT with respect knowing this is not a toy.
Setting: at my friends studio flat, my usual place to try something I haven't before. Familiar, welcoming place with subtle, warm lighting and a comfortable couch.
First Trip
There was three of us, we all tripped after each other. I had no time this week to create "the machine" and even though many says that I shouldn't use anything to vape the substance that involves plastic bottle or tin foil, we chose that method as it is super easy to prepare, just cut the bottom of a 1,5-2L plastic bottle and fix a double layer of tin foil in it's place with a little crater in the middle of it so when the DMT melts, it won't be able to run away from the heat.
It was my turn. Sat down on the couch and began melting and vaporising the DMT with a regular lighter. The bottle began to fill with milky looking vapor. I was super careful not to burn any of the substance. It took about a minute to fill the bottle, there's nothing left on the foil when my friend checked it with a led light. I set the lighter aside, layed back on the couch, unscrewed the cap and took a nice toke, held it in for 7-8 sec. It wasn't super harsh as many described but I am smoking cigarettes too which may have helped with that. I began hearing the ascending noise, good sign. Blow out, second toke, this time all of what's left. My friend took the bottle from me and I closed my eyes and suddenly felt my body... dissolving. It was a great sensation! I wasn't shot out to hyperspace, it all felt like the other dimensions came to me. And all of a sudden it was right in my face. So clear visuals with well defined lines I've never seen before. It seemed like what you would imagine the fourth dimension, with whirling patterns that somehow returned into themselves. Like and infinite number of Rubick's dices stitched together, only with more beautiful colors. It was coming in(to) my face, I became one with it, definitely felt like that was the "chrysantemum" for me which I have to pass to break through. But I couldn't, I stayed in that place with whirling 4D Rubick's dices where I felt like dimesions folding into other dimensions, themselves and me. Sometimes I was one with it, sometimes just an observer but definitely an amazing feeling. Not particularly good but extremely unique and sort of... divine.
Then I spotted a character in the backgound, a human shaped shadow without clear outlines, like smoke. It felt like another presence. Oh my first entity! I wasn't expecting it because I knew I didn't break through. Even though there were points where I felt I have no body, most of the time I was in contact with it and the ordinary world. I was listening some ambient (Solar Fields - Origin #1) on low volume and it definitely came through, likewise all the small noises people made around me. So this entity was unisex. It was dancing around of what I percieved as myself and behind the whirling patterns sometimes. It seemed to be shy, we didn't make contact.
Then one of my friends bit an apple and I started to laugh, for some reason I found it hilarious (I trip balls in an other dimension and he's munching on an apple LOL). The laughter made all the CEV's fade quickly along with the dimesions and the dancing shadow. About 5 minutes had past, I was aware of the time all the way, it felt really short. Maybe the music grounded me.
So I opened my eyes. Couldn't really move the real world was so alien to me but beautiful at the same time. Those colors.. wow! The world looked like a colorful oil painting. I closed my eyes but there was no chance I could get back to 'the other side', so I was observing this world. One blink and the beautiful colors were gone, it was over. I was smiling, this worked out well despite no breakthrough. The next half an hour was spent with satistying euphoria and chat about what happened.
Second Trip
The next day I decided to pay a visit to the spirits again. Normally I wouldn't do that but there was literally nothing I could integrate from the trip. Mainly because I barely remembered anything. I had no direct memory of what happened there only memories of what I've told my friends. Basically even now I recall a story I TOLD them right after the trip, not an experience I lived.
Same set/setting, only one friend present this time. Prepared 33mg in my 'device'. Melted and vaped, unscrewed the cap and took the whole content in 3 tokes, holding them each for 8-10 seconds. I remember blowing out the last one while I was 'there' already.
To my surprise, I was at the same place if I can call dimesions folding in each other a place. The whole trip was pretty much the same only a bit less intense, less welcoming. The Rubick's dices came again, they merged with me, I felt almost getting through but sadly it didn't happen this time either. The only difference was that now there were two dancing entities. One male who had the shape of a humaniod black smoke and a female who was grey. They were dancing and running around, the male being the curious one. It came up to me several times, always suddenly popped in my face, like it was checking me out from real close. This went on for a while, I couldn't really move or do anything, the feeling of becoming one with everything was paralizing. Amazing and paralizing. Then things began to fade again after a good 6-7 minutes and I was back.
Now I'm left with one thought that there was something in this trip that I should figure out. Only I have no idea what... Well next week I'll smoke the remaining powder (~40-45mg) and we'll see if I couldn't figure it out by then. The experiences were short, they didn't show much but I can't deny this was the single most unique experience of my life.
Thanks for reading
I was preparing myself for this trip for months now, gathering all the info I could from erowid, the dmt-nexus and videos on youtube. Terrence McKenna's 'tales' about his visit in the spirit world left me curious after I experienced the mind expanding capabilities of LSD even though those were low dose trips with no spiritual insight. I am not a spiritual person but amazed by the 'marriage' of spirituality and science in the temple what's called quantum physics. There's just too many correlations for the open mind to ignore, but I also try to remain sceptical as believing in something automatically prevents you from believing the opposite which may be the truth.
Set: after a boring day at work I felt as ready as I'll ever be. I have no major problems in life, I am emotionally stable generally. I was handling DMT with respect knowing this is not a toy.
Setting: at my friends studio flat, my usual place to try something I haven't before. Familiar, welcoming place with subtle, warm lighting and a comfortable couch.
First Trip
There was three of us, we all tripped after each other. I had no time this week to create "the machine" and even though many says that I shouldn't use anything to vape the substance that involves plastic bottle or tin foil, we chose that method as it is super easy to prepare, just cut the bottom of a 1,5-2L plastic bottle and fix a double layer of tin foil in it's place with a little crater in the middle of it so when the DMT melts, it won't be able to run away from the heat.
It was my turn. Sat down on the couch and began melting and vaporising the DMT with a regular lighter. The bottle began to fill with milky looking vapor. I was super careful not to burn any of the substance. It took about a minute to fill the bottle, there's nothing left on the foil when my friend checked it with a led light. I set the lighter aside, layed back on the couch, unscrewed the cap and took a nice toke, held it in for 7-8 sec. It wasn't super harsh as many described but I am smoking cigarettes too which may have helped with that. I began hearing the ascending noise, good sign. Blow out, second toke, this time all of what's left. My friend took the bottle from me and I closed my eyes and suddenly felt my body... dissolving. It was a great sensation! I wasn't shot out to hyperspace, it all felt like the other dimensions came to me. And all of a sudden it was right in my face. So clear visuals with well defined lines I've never seen before. It seemed like what you would imagine the fourth dimension, with whirling patterns that somehow returned into themselves. Like and infinite number of Rubick's dices stitched together, only with more beautiful colors. It was coming in(to) my face, I became one with it, definitely felt like that was the "chrysantemum" for me which I have to pass to break through. But I couldn't, I stayed in that place with whirling 4D Rubick's dices where I felt like dimesions folding into other dimensions, themselves and me. Sometimes I was one with it, sometimes just an observer but definitely an amazing feeling. Not particularly good but extremely unique and sort of... divine.
Then I spotted a character in the backgound, a human shaped shadow without clear outlines, like smoke. It felt like another presence. Oh my first entity! I wasn't expecting it because I knew I didn't break through. Even though there were points where I felt I have no body, most of the time I was in contact with it and the ordinary world. I was listening some ambient (Solar Fields - Origin #1) on low volume and it definitely came through, likewise all the small noises people made around me. So this entity was unisex. It was dancing around of what I percieved as myself and behind the whirling patterns sometimes. It seemed to be shy, we didn't make contact.
Then one of my friends bit an apple and I started to laugh, for some reason I found it hilarious (I trip balls in an other dimension and he's munching on an apple LOL). The laughter made all the CEV's fade quickly along with the dimesions and the dancing shadow. About 5 minutes had past, I was aware of the time all the way, it felt really short. Maybe the music grounded me.
So I opened my eyes. Couldn't really move the real world was so alien to me but beautiful at the same time. Those colors.. wow! The world looked like a colorful oil painting. I closed my eyes but there was no chance I could get back to 'the other side', so I was observing this world. One blink and the beautiful colors were gone, it was over. I was smiling, this worked out well despite no breakthrough. The next half an hour was spent with satistying euphoria and chat about what happened.
Second Trip
The next day I decided to pay a visit to the spirits again. Normally I wouldn't do that but there was literally nothing I could integrate from the trip. Mainly because I barely remembered anything. I had no direct memory of what happened there only memories of what I've told my friends. Basically even now I recall a story I TOLD them right after the trip, not an experience I lived.
Same set/setting, only one friend present this time. Prepared 33mg in my 'device'. Melted and vaped, unscrewed the cap and took the whole content in 3 tokes, holding them each for 8-10 seconds. I remember blowing out the last one while I was 'there' already.
To my surprise, I was at the same place if I can call dimesions folding in each other a place. The whole trip was pretty much the same only a bit less intense, less welcoming. The Rubick's dices came again, they merged with me, I felt almost getting through but sadly it didn't happen this time either. The only difference was that now there were two dancing entities. One male who had the shape of a humaniod black smoke and a female who was grey. They were dancing and running around, the male being the curious one. It came up to me several times, always suddenly popped in my face, like it was checking me out from real close. This went on for a while, I couldn't really move or do anything, the feeling of becoming one with everything was paralizing. Amazing and paralizing. Then things began to fade again after a good 6-7 minutes and I was back.
Now I'm left with one thought that there was something in this trip that I should figure out. Only I have no idea what... Well next week I'll smoke the remaining powder (~40-45mg) and we'll see if I couldn't figure it out by then. The experiences were short, they didn't show much but I can't deny this was the single most unique experience of my life.
Thanks for reading
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