Heya there. This is my frist trip report here.
What can i say.. i am not that of an experienced drugs taker.. but i tried some in my life. Anyway, Zolpidem seemed a very interesting drug to me. Once it was enough to take 10mg orally just to have some really cool hallucinations, like things popping in and out, everything looking like it was about to fall or breathing, etc.
Well.. last weekedn i decided to try something extreme. I've never taken more than 10 mg before.. so i decided to try a higher dose.
I planned to take 15 mg at first, and, if necesarely, 5 more mg.
Oh, i shall mention: my weight is at about 50kilos.
Now.. i took the first 15 mg. And after an hour.. well.. nothing interesting happened, and that really upset me. So, i took the next 5 mg. After another hour.. still nothing. Only a soft, REALLY soft sleepy state. So.. i got kindoif mad, and took another 5 mg. After half an hour still no hallucinations or whatsoever (at least.. that's what i thought at that moment..), so i tok 10 more mg.
After another hour, i was convinced i have NOTHING at all (hallucinations i definetly did not have.. and that sucked). But i was also not thinking too clearly. Anyway, it looked really ok at that point to go downstairs and have a nice conversation with my preants and theirr guests :D
Now, that was a bad idea. I don't know exactly what happened, as i have a terrible amnesia starting from that moment.
The next day i could only remember sort scenes.. like me in pijamas on the sofa talking to the guests, while trying to focalize them ( i got terrible double viewing..). The next scene i remember is when i hugged my mom.. and felt asleep the next second.. in her arms :D Then she woke me up by pushing me away from her.
Anyway, i went back to my room, put on the headphones and started listening to some music.
I woke up IN MY BED, 17 hours later.. with nothing else then a slight vomiting sensation.. and some plates with food on my desk, that i can not recall how the hell they got there :-?
Oh, well.. I think my parents and their guests enjoyed some drinks before i came downstairs, as they didn't tell me anything about that night. So i don't think I've done anything REALLY bad while on Zolpidem.
But i definetly had NO hallucinations at all..
To hell with it. So much effort, for nothing.
I don't think what the hell is wrong with Zolpidem..
Sometimes you get so cool feelings and hallucinations, and sometimes you feel nothing at all..
I will probably repeat this experiment when i will get some fresh quantities of Zolpidem. Oh, and i will make sure i didn't eat anything in the last 8 hours (that should be enough to make sure my stomach is empty).
So.. make sure you feel lucky the day you decide to try Zolpidem :D Otherwise, it's a waste of time. And some not wrothy risks taken.. (you act really stupid when you are on Zolpidem; but everything seems ok to you... )
Oh, one more advice. Be sure there's none aroudn you when you take Zolpidem. It's a great truth-drug. You start talking about alot of shit when you're on Zolpidem, you can throw in conversations things you would NEVER tell when lucid (happened to me; that's how my mom found out some fucked up things i've done
).
That's all. See ya. %)
What can i say.. i am not that of an experienced drugs taker.. but i tried some in my life. Anyway, Zolpidem seemed a very interesting drug to me. Once it was enough to take 10mg orally just to have some really cool hallucinations, like things popping in and out, everything looking like it was about to fall or breathing, etc.
Well.. last weekedn i decided to try something extreme. I've never taken more than 10 mg before.. so i decided to try a higher dose.
I planned to take 15 mg at first, and, if necesarely, 5 more mg.
Oh, i shall mention: my weight is at about 50kilos.
Now.. i took the first 15 mg. And after an hour.. well.. nothing interesting happened, and that really upset me. So, i took the next 5 mg. After another hour.. still nothing. Only a soft, REALLY soft sleepy state. So.. i got kindoif mad, and took another 5 mg. After half an hour still no hallucinations or whatsoever (at least.. that's what i thought at that moment..), so i tok 10 more mg.
After another hour, i was convinced i have NOTHING at all (hallucinations i definetly did not have.. and that sucked). But i was also not thinking too clearly. Anyway, it looked really ok at that point to go downstairs and have a nice conversation with my preants and theirr guests :D
Now, that was a bad idea. I don't know exactly what happened, as i have a terrible amnesia starting from that moment.
The next day i could only remember sort scenes.. like me in pijamas on the sofa talking to the guests, while trying to focalize them ( i got terrible double viewing..). The next scene i remember is when i hugged my mom.. and felt asleep the next second.. in her arms :D Then she woke me up by pushing me away from her.
Anyway, i went back to my room, put on the headphones and started listening to some music.
I woke up IN MY BED, 17 hours later.. with nothing else then a slight vomiting sensation.. and some plates with food on my desk, that i can not recall how the hell they got there :-?
Oh, well.. I think my parents and their guests enjoyed some drinks before i came downstairs, as they didn't tell me anything about that night. So i don't think I've done anything REALLY bad while on Zolpidem.
But i definetly had NO hallucinations at all..
To hell with it. So much effort, for nothing.
I don't think what the hell is wrong with Zolpidem..
Sometimes you get so cool feelings and hallucinations, and sometimes you feel nothing at all..
I will probably repeat this experiment when i will get some fresh quantities of Zolpidem. Oh, and i will make sure i didn't eat anything in the last 8 hours (that should be enough to make sure my stomach is empty).
So.. make sure you feel lucky the day you decide to try Zolpidem :D Otherwise, it's a waste of time. And some not wrothy risks taken.. (you act really stupid when you are on Zolpidem; but everything seems ok to you... )
Oh, one more advice. Be sure there's none aroudn you when you take Zolpidem. It's a great truth-drug. You start talking about alot of shit when you're on Zolpidem, you can throw in conversations things you would NEVER tell when lucid (happened to me; that's how my mom found out some fucked up things i've done
).That's all. See ya. %)
