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Ambien - Second time - Rollercoaster ride and closet people in the dark
Wow...
T: 1:45 - took 10 mg of ambien
T: 1:00 - started to feel a little out of it. I knew that something was different and the familar dissociative effects were starting to kick in.
T: 1:05 - I went to transfer some songs off my comp to my mp3 player. My notebook screen seemed to ripple, and my blue shrooms background seemed very 3d. If i would lean in towards the screen, the shrooms would start moving too.
T: 1:10 - I turned off my comp as well as the lights. My room was pretty distorted and i had a feeling like this room was a seperate world. I layed down and turned on some music.
T: 1:15 - As i was listening to the music i was in awe of the darkness and how many things there actually were. I fumbled with my mp3 player and tried to change the track, but ended up pausing it. As i leaned forward giant animals and people leaned out of my closet, which faces my bed (so i was looking directly at the closet). As i leaned back, the animals and faces would lean back into the closet too.
Objects in the room were morphing because of the darkness.
T: 1:20 - My bed began to move. I thought i was on a rollercoaster and thought it was pretty funny (because i KNEW something wasn't right :D). I began to move forward into the closet but i told the people in there to stop and that i wanted to talk to them. I believed that i was talking to my subconcious or something.
T: 1:25 - I forgot what i wanted to do next so i turned the mp3 player back on (i wanted to actually RIDE the fucking rollercoaster that was my bed
somehow i forgot about this) but again couldn't change the tracks or anything.
T: 1:35 - The music conjured up many images and eventually i fell asleep. The dreams were very realistic....
In retrospect: holy shit....ambien is the wierdest drug i have ever done....i love how it doesn't actually makes u SEE patterns in front of your eyes. It feels as if you brain knows there are things moving etc, but not your eyes. Very hard to explain.
As someone else once posted, it's like dreaming while being awake. Awesome!
btw i just woke up so if something doesn't make sense tell me....the report might also be a little rough because of that....
Wow...
T: 1:45 - took 10 mg of ambien
T: 1:00 - started to feel a little out of it. I knew that something was different and the familar dissociative effects were starting to kick in.
T: 1:05 - I went to transfer some songs off my comp to my mp3 player. My notebook screen seemed to ripple, and my blue shrooms background seemed very 3d. If i would lean in towards the screen, the shrooms would start moving too.
T: 1:10 - I turned off my comp as well as the lights. My room was pretty distorted and i had a feeling like this room was a seperate world. I layed down and turned on some music.
T: 1:15 - As i was listening to the music i was in awe of the darkness and how many things there actually were. I fumbled with my mp3 player and tried to change the track, but ended up pausing it. As i leaned forward giant animals and people leaned out of my closet, which faces my bed (so i was looking directly at the closet). As i leaned back, the animals and faces would lean back into the closet too.
Objects in the room were morphing because of the darkness.
T: 1:20 - My bed began to move. I thought i was on a rollercoaster and thought it was pretty funny (because i KNEW something wasn't right :D). I began to move forward into the closet but i told the people in there to stop and that i wanted to talk to them. I believed that i was talking to my subconcious or something.
T: 1:25 - I forgot what i wanted to do next so i turned the mp3 player back on (i wanted to actually RIDE the fucking rollercoaster that was my bed
somehow i forgot about this) but again couldn't change the tracks or anything.T: 1:35 - The music conjured up many images and eventually i fell asleep. The dreams were very realistic....
In retrospect: holy shit....ambien is the wierdest drug i have ever done....i love how it doesn't actually makes u SEE patterns in front of your eyes. It feels as if you brain knows there are things moving etc, but not your eyes. Very hard to explain.
As someone else once posted, it's like dreaming while being awake. Awesome!
btw i just woke up so if something doesn't make sense tell me....the report might also be a little rough because of that....
Ah, if only you had ridden the "rollercoaster 
