Ambien (20mg) - Second Time - Life's Checklist
Well first off, sorry if this report sucks, because it's pretty much my first. But I just had to explain how crazy this Ambien stuff really is.
So, this is the morning after my first Ambien experience. My friend H had given me about 67 5mg Ambien's the previous night, and we tripped pretty good. I won't go into that. But today, H, C, and I are just planning to buy some weed and chill out. But we soon decide some Ambien is in order
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I took 20mg, my friend H took 15mg, and my friend C (first time) took 20mg. C is much smaller than me, about H's size. He started tripping hard only 25 minutes or so later. He was asking us why there were 2 of everything including us. Then was rambling about people all around him and how he couldn't move because he didn't want to annoy all the poeple. I was hardly feeling it, so we made our way to Mcdonalds to meet our dealer. This is when things got interesting.
So I'm sitting at a table outside Mcdonalds waiting for our guy with C. H was inside getting food. C asks what he should do because he feels like he's "missing a piece of the puzzle" and I reccomend skating across the parking lot. He does it. I couldn't comprehend how much sense it made. All of a sudden, this completely random event made perfect sense and made me feel like I knew the answer to life.
At this point, I'm not thinking about the fact that I'm laying on the sidewalk in front of tons of people staring at me and C. I'd gotten the idea that life could be whatever we made it out to be. But the only way to fufill our desires was to do the following (this is still very hard for me to explain so bear with me):
There is a checklist, compiled by some people, or the drug Ambien, or even the mind. But it was there. And it consisted of completely random tasks like "Walk to this bench and turn to the left" and "Discuss today's weather" which I not only had to complete, but wanted to more than anything at that moment. I tried to explain this checklist system to C. At first he couldn't understand what I meant, but as the minutes passed and we sat in silence, he suddenly yells, "OHHHHHHH!!!" and we make eye contact, nod, and lay on the grass in unisen.
With each tast I completed I got an extreme feeling of joy and peace. Like I had a purpose and was rewarded for my actions. Like there was a deeper meaning and goal. We were sidetracked and ended up leaving Mcdonalds. I'm a huge guy (6'4 260lbs) and I don't know how to skate. But I grab my friends board, begin to push as fast as I can, and fall flat on my back. It hurt... alot. My arm is scraped and still hurts, but it was assigned to me, and after checking it off my (mental) list, I felt no pain.
We got home and this state of mind faded away when I started playing Mario Kart 64. Then our friend V came over. She took 20mg for her first time but hadn't told me she'd had a drink first. I don't know if that had anything to do with it. H went back to Mcdonalds to meet our guy for real this time, and V started coming on hard. She couldn't walk, talk, or see. Said she was falling into my bed and there were people everywhere and they all had sheets over them running around her.
I walked her to the bathroom but before I returned to take her back into my room I hear a crashing noise in my room. She was lying face down crying on the floor. She thought she was being eaten by the carpet and was dying. We calmed her down and after some sleep and puking she was back to normal. C also puked a lot when he got home.
So, all I can say is, this is a crazy result for taking some sleeping pills. V has done shrooms with me a few times, and says this was much much much more visual than shrooms, but overall the experience was awful for her. C also hallucinated for hours. I had a few minor hallucinations, same with H.
C is taking a break from it, V might not do it again, H and I are just gonna take it if we're in the mood or out of weed. I reccomend trying it though if your into psychedelics. Again, sorry if this is a shitty trip report, but I had to at least try to explain how weird this stuff is. Hope someone get's something out of this report... because I know I got something out of the experience.
Well first off, sorry if this report sucks, because it's pretty much my first. But I just had to explain how crazy this Ambien stuff really is.
So, this is the morning after my first Ambien experience. My friend H had given me about 67 5mg Ambien's the previous night, and we tripped pretty good. I won't go into that. But today, H, C, and I are just planning to buy some weed and chill out. But we soon decide some Ambien is in order
. I took 20mg, my friend H took 15mg, and my friend C (first time) took 20mg. C is much smaller than me, about H's size. He started tripping hard only 25 minutes or so later. He was asking us why there were 2 of everything including us. Then was rambling about people all around him and how he couldn't move because he didn't want to annoy all the poeple. I was hardly feeling it, so we made our way to Mcdonalds to meet our dealer. This is when things got interesting.
So I'm sitting at a table outside Mcdonalds waiting for our guy with C. H was inside getting food. C asks what he should do because he feels like he's "missing a piece of the puzzle" and I reccomend skating across the parking lot. He does it. I couldn't comprehend how much sense it made. All of a sudden, this completely random event made perfect sense and made me feel like I knew the answer to life.
At this point, I'm not thinking about the fact that I'm laying on the sidewalk in front of tons of people staring at me and C. I'd gotten the idea that life could be whatever we made it out to be. But the only way to fufill our desires was to do the following (this is still very hard for me to explain so bear with me):
There is a checklist, compiled by some people, or the drug Ambien, or even the mind. But it was there. And it consisted of completely random tasks like "Walk to this bench and turn to the left" and "Discuss today's weather" which I not only had to complete, but wanted to more than anything at that moment. I tried to explain this checklist system to C. At first he couldn't understand what I meant, but as the minutes passed and we sat in silence, he suddenly yells, "OHHHHHHH!!!" and we make eye contact, nod, and lay on the grass in unisen.
With each tast I completed I got an extreme feeling of joy and peace. Like I had a purpose and was rewarded for my actions. Like there was a deeper meaning and goal. We were sidetracked and ended up leaving Mcdonalds. I'm a huge guy (6'4 260lbs) and I don't know how to skate. But I grab my friends board, begin to push as fast as I can, and fall flat on my back. It hurt... alot. My arm is scraped and still hurts, but it was assigned to me, and after checking it off my (mental) list, I felt no pain.
We got home and this state of mind faded away when I started playing Mario Kart 64. Then our friend V came over. She took 20mg for her first time but hadn't told me she'd had a drink first. I don't know if that had anything to do with it. H went back to Mcdonalds to meet our guy for real this time, and V started coming on hard. She couldn't walk, talk, or see. Said she was falling into my bed and there were people everywhere and they all had sheets over them running around her.
I walked her to the bathroom but before I returned to take her back into my room I hear a crashing noise in my room. She was lying face down crying on the floor. She thought she was being eaten by the carpet and was dying. We calmed her down and after some sleep and puking she was back to normal. C also puked a lot when he got home.
So, all I can say is, this is a crazy result for taking some sleeping pills. V has done shrooms with me a few times, and says this was much much much more visual than shrooms, but overall the experience was awful for her. C also hallucinated for hours. I had a few minor hallucinations, same with H.
C is taking a break from it, V might not do it again, H and I are just gonna take it if we're in the mood or out of weed. I reccomend trying it though if your into psychedelics. Again, sorry if this is a shitty trip report, but I had to at least try to explain how weird this stuff is. Hope someone get's something out of this report... because I know I got something out of the experience.
