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yourself listens to you.

A

apocalyptic vendetta

Bluelighter
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preacher tell me
did I sin today?
preacher says repent
repent.
and all shall be forgiven.
Preacher I just killed my mother
preacher says repent
repent.
You didn't hear me selfish fuck
Preacher says repent
Jesus has the answer.
I choked Jesus today preacher,
preacher says, he will forgive you
repent. pray for forgiveness.
preacher I shot a homeless man
preacher says repent. repent.
preacher did I sin today?
preacher says repent.
keep god in your heart.
preacher you don't listen to me
preacher Fuck you.
Fuck you.
keep your 39.95 complimentary cross.
mother tell me am I a bad person?
mother says I love you no matter what
mother I cut myself today
mother says, you know better
mother I just shot a homeless man.
mother says, we all make mistakes
are you hungry dear?
MOTHER YOU AREN'T LISTENING TO ME
Mother says of course I am
mother I just killed a preacher
mother says, I think you need some rest honey.
fuck you. fuck you.
keep your homemade brownies.
doctor will you listen to me?
doctor says of course, what's wrong.
I hate myself and want to die.
doctor says uh huh, interesting
I killed 2 people today.
doctor says here is some Prozac
you seem depressed.
Why wont you listen to me?!
any of you.
fuck you. fuck you.
keep your 12 step program book.
I ask myself why do I crave attention?
myself shrugs.
I tell myself I just want someone to listen to me
so I don't have to lie.
myself says I understand, I am listening.
 
this was extremely disturbing...i like disturbing...
[ 28 December 2001: Message edited by: yoUr bLiSS ]
 
i enjoyed this...i'm sure that's not why you wrote it, but even though there is nothing really that one can say you gotta say something to express how this had your nod.
so i say, "i enjoyed this"
 
*takes a deep breath*
wow. you paint a pretty powerful image there sweetheart. you seem like there is something wrong, and you know exactly what it is, but you wont really let anyone in. i've been there, and i know what that's like. it's frightening, it's lonely, it's heartwrenching. you feel like no one understands. well, i think you have a lot of listeners here. so dont be afraid to open up.
this is where i found myself too.
 
Aye... There seems to be a lot of 'remedies' people try to force upon us when a lot of the time someone to listen is all that is needed, someone to really listen...
 
^
that is the kind of people to talk to, fuck doctors and fuck talking to your parents,and FUCK self-reitous holier-than-thou preisthood fuckwits (sorry did I let some of my prejudice show ;) )
you talk to your freinds,the true freinds will ALWAYS listen wether they understand you or not.
I liked your work,angry and disturbing but at least you take the healthy option at the end :)
 
i'm shaken... yet nodding my head with you.
its so difficult to find solace through just about anyone but friends.... FUCK everyone with pseudo-open minds & ears.
very intense words :)
 
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