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you're sooooo high right now and want to share? post here

I live in stupid wisconsin it's not like it's california or iowa or some great state

I'm sure there is some but 3 hours away because I guess green bay isn't big enough yet I don't know why I mean we have coke crack all sorts of opiates uh all kinds of pot hmm but here in green bay the only 'speed' you can get is adderall well ritalin concerta but those don't count yeah

I don't trust people though and I can't tell if it's real meth or not it's easier right now for me to deal with adderall since you can't get fake adderall and I'm not stupid I make sure the beads are in there if I get 20mg capsules with 30mg capsules their clear easy though there should be atleast 50mg pills or more but doesn't help thinking about what if

well I had 300mg+900mg which is 1,200mg in all right now I'm on 270mg so I decided that I will do 270mg daily till friday because then atleast I will have 120mg for friday morning so I can get out and get a restock

180mg morning when I wake up hold out until night around 7pm then another 90mg and that's my plan that I won't count on sticking to
 
why are you breaking down for us your dosages and times? Adderall is weak, it shouldnt even be considered a drug.

If you go to any trailer park or poor white (WT) areas, I can almost guarantee you will find it or find somebody who can get it.
 
honestly, based on ryan's posts, the last thing he needs is "good parties." One day, I was really high, and I read through all of Ryan M's posts; one, in particular, caught my eye.

There was a post string, "where do you hide your drugs" ior something like that: Ryan responded, quite eloquently, that he hid his drugs and drug gear in a "goosebumps" hiding spot. The "goosebumps" series was a childhood series of horror/suspense books--after I read that and his feelings (he had loved them for years and often asked his parents to get them for him) about hiding it there, I became angry at people (eg, above a few, posts) that "question his addiction." Fuck, being an addict is a thing--being a dick is a whole nother ball game.

Maybe his posts don't appeal to everyone; but, I myself, find them poetic. He is a young guy with a problem, no more, no less than anyone of us. To all you motherfuckers that have to criticize his addictions, I beg you to look at your own lives.

To each their own. One thing I have learned in my year as registered, and my few months of lurking, at Bluelight, is that you can't judge people.

Anyway, my point is this--I am smoking some imaginary homegrown sativa from a past cannibus cups' breed winner. While my addiction of choice is not an option, I am enjoying some beer, some good smoke, and some good episodes of The Wire. GFY for anyone who thinks my post is off topic.

Good luck, Ryan. Addiction is a bitch.

-swybs
 
^^^Oh, how I wish I felt the same way you did right now. The blow I've been doing hasn't been the greatest.

BUT I am enjoying hydrocodone so much I am really not even missing the powder. Two 7.5, 2 bowls and 1 mg of xanax has done the trick for me this evening. I was feeling incredibly euphoric from the hydro alone, after I added some green and a xanax, I was on cloud 9. :)
 
To each his own indeed. It's just that I don't like speed and I never really got anything out of it. It makes me too angry to party or work on. To be honest, I can see it doing more harm than good to me, which is why I keep telling him to get better drugs. I'm sorry if I come off as an arsehole, we all agree that addiction is a bitch let's leave it at that.

By the way, methamphetamine can be reagent tested for. Amphetamines turn the marquis orange, meth turns the simons blue and other amphetamines turn the robadope red. If you don't trust your goey dealers then get an EZ-test Extreme and test your gear.
 
I've attached a new significance to "BLAH" words, like "BLIMEY" and "BLARMEY" (haha "blarmey is a blimey army") to describe everything I've ever not understood about human existence. Bl-libble-libbl-libbl-blerrr~ ~~~ ~@~

HAVE A ROSE
WHY NOT HAVE TWO?
TAKE ANOTHER, WE'RE THE GOOD BEETLES.

I need to stop 'knowing' the caps lock (in the biblical sense, if you get my wave).

BLEEUUUU i could fill PAGES with this crap, but I fear a sober reflection that will conclude that I've gone stark-raving bonkers. Bonkers! What a tidy alternative to "mad!" Brilliantshallweareweelsewellthen!

B~l~u~b~b~l~e

It's been 18½ hours since I hit my alotted 2½ of ellessdee. ellesdee. .elLESde. (doo dee-em-tee doo-doo-doo dee-em-tee) I hope I haven't broken through into schizophrenia (which my mom has), but I'm really not too concerned at this juncture. Now if I wake up in 2 days zombieing about and drooling mesh grum all blathering over our skin, ...well, then, I will be worried.

edit - added three "doo"s
 
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Thank you I honestly appreciate what you said

I don't really know what to say but I for sure am thankful that you actually said something for me since I can't stick up for myself

yeah I know it's addiction and I could say all the bad things but I don't I just stick to how much I guess it's all that matters

I can't explain it at all I guess it's just something you have to go through not that I wish this or want anyone to get so far into a 'childrens drug' 'not even a drug' 'just the same as caffeine' drug

I will probably post b ack friday or something hm I guess I secretly enjoyed the 4 days of none because I got to sleep uh I felt better no side effects like on the drug but now it's 3am and it will be 3am again tomorrow and again so the 4 days will vanish like it never happened but this has b ecome normal
 
almost 3am again told you it would come around again hm yep 270mg again already made already hidden the parachutes for uh later today

I decided I'll be smart since no sleep takes a lot out of you need a lot more so I decided I'll take sleeping pills again each night don't care if they work or not but it feels different sleeping pills+adderall

well I have a lot of nothing to say but so far 270mg daily is working this week but hey it's only wednesday I have to go all the way till friday I'm pretty sure I won't mess up and do over 270mg

sorry *stops typing* i'll just post on friday to make this short and hopefully it's Monday-Friday 270mg each day and not over
*gets off the computer it's the only way to leave*
 
I have one question.

What the hell is diflunisal?

It's the name of the painkillers the dentist prescribed for me. I double-dumped them after dinner tonight. They make me drowsy as anything. It's like being scattered from a night on the biccies, only without an afterglow. It sucks. I'm not even too sure how much of the pain it's killing because my jaw starts hurting any time I move it more than a few centimetres. It's hard to even have a sip of water.

*sigh*
It was either this or codeine. Maybe I'll try codeine for the next few days. I don't remember the last time I had an opiate.
 
it's 8pm and I took the 180mg parachute around 735pm so I'm a liar I guess I will just post every day

monday tuesday wednesday 270mg/each day I'm staying on track can't wait till friday so I can do over this for a treat thinking around close or 400ish because if I stay at 270mg for the week then I decided for staying on track and not wasting I get a treat

Throwitallaway-Cancerkillingyou - AIM

I can't talk about 'other' things besides drugs in this post

but add me to aim and I will easily tell you all the questions you have because welll I have nothing else to do at the moment
 
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