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you're sooooo high right now and want to share? post here

Hiii there you are thread

make way for people that want to fuck me -everybody's got something to hide except for me and my monkey

sanity is a little box san san san sanity is a little box
the world of madness is a lot bigger than the world of sane

what I maake is what I am I can't be forever
break-it-down
do you or don't you want me to love you I'm going down fast but i'm miles above you tell me tell me tell me the answer maybe you love her but you ain't no dancer

why does this child reach up and kill his mom and dad and his two sisters and then cut his throat

I I I I I am the god with the biggest...

I I I I I I I am the god with the biggest...dick

the beautiful people the b eautiful people it's all relative to the size of your steeeple you can't see the forest for the trees and you can't smell your own shit on your knees

I'm the pope I'm 10x the pope i'm 50x the pope but i'm the pope in the hills and in the mountain - im the king of this whole planet i'm going to rule this whole world

hmm 940am so 24 hours break it down time again yesterday
150mg
90mg
180mg
-420mg
break it down today another 90mg at 12pm uh another 90mg at 8pm got the $ get paid friday

I'm in a pretty good mood at the moment and I guess it's an okay amount well if this person isn't lying I'm snorting coke at 2pm for free if not don't care

and I will forget all the numbers later so I won't be posting here with exact mg because 90 here 180 there 90 then 180 and friday atleast 300mg and I won't bother

I have to uh make up for not being a good friend so I have to be aleart and ready to leave at all times
and I have to live up to this imagine in real life too so yeah
and it's just fun so I don't have to stay at home and have people to talk to yepp


forever ever ever delayed.
 
I'm afraid so I wished I lived somewhere else where meth was cheap and every where

oh well atleast it's amphetamines and not caffeine or ritalin/concerta

but I want the main one-Methamphetamine
 
RyanM said:
Hiii there you are thread

make way for people that want to fuck me -everybody's got something to hide except for me and my monkey

sanity is a little box san san san sanity is a little box
the world of madness is a lot bigger than the world of sane

what I maake is what I am I can't be forever
break-it-down
do you or don't you want me to love you I'm going down fast but i'm miles above you tell me tell me tell me the answer maybe you love her but you ain't no dancer

why does this child reach up and kill his mom and dad and his two sisters and then cut his throat

I I I I I am the god with the biggest...

I I I I I I I am the god with the biggest...dick

the beautiful people the b eautiful people it's all relative to the size of your steeeple you can't see the forest for the trees and you can't smell your own shit on your knees

I'm the pope I'm 10x the pope i'm 50x the pope but i'm the pope in the hills and in the mountain - im the king of this whole planet i'm going to rule this whole world

hmm 940am so 24 hours break it down time again yesterday
150mg
90mg
180mg
-420mg
break it down today another 90mg at 12pm uh another 90mg at 8pm got the $ get paid friday

I'm in a pretty good mood at the moment and I guess it's an okay amount well if this person isn't lying I'm snorting coke at 2pm for free if not don't care

and I will forget all the numbers later so I won't be posting here with exact mg because 90 here 180 there 90 then 180 and friday atleast 300mg and I won't bother

I have to uh make up for not being a good friend so I have to be aleart and ready to leave at all times
and I have to live up to this imagine in real life too so yeah
and it's just fun so I don't have to stay at home and have people to talk to yepp


forever ever ever delayed.
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BAN.
 
^ lol

Klonapin, Soma, Buprenorphine, MaryJane, Bourbon, and after I take a shower a couple bars of xanax, typical boring wasteful day. Hopefully this evening will pan-out to be more entertaining...
 
I'm sober right now but I have to say this again. RyanM, get better drugs. Get off that damn kiddy speed and have a cone or a biccie or a mike. Something more elevating than adderall. Do you even have ADD?
 
okay I hope I can type this is is going to be hard

Okay today I only had 90mg during the day so I bassically stayed in bed the whole day literally all day and night sometimes sleeping sometimes not

Well around 11pm I decided to go on a inhalant binge and that included uh car cleaner,air freshner cans,oven cleaner?,glass cleaner,uhh anything in a can that said 'harmful if vapors inhaled' I couldn't get any gold spray paint,computer duster or paint thinner so it wasn't that good

Well then around 12:30am I was done and dealing with rubber skin 'don't ask inhalant users know it's that rubber skin that comes from gold spray paint it feels like that but not the whole drunk I have no idea what is going on after feeling'

well then I called this person and I was like heyy do you have any pot since I did want to smoke since it was just reaction since I did the inhalants might as well enjoy pot tonight but they didn't have any or know where to get any so I got 200mg adderall

took all 200mg adderall at once since they were 20mg tabs

drove around by myself then went to this other persons house and they had uh this prescription inhaler uh 'Albuterol' and I was like 'heyy I heard that word before can I have just a huff?' well that turned into 25 huffs and inhaling as much as could and covering the thing with my hands since I kind of knew how to abuse it

it tasted gross but the 'high' was like computer duster though computer duster tastes better but well I was already starting to feeling the 200mg I took and then I got all shaky which I still am and I could barely drive home because my foot leg kept shaking and I could barely press down on the gas but I made it home

so that's where I am now trying to calm down and I ended by inhalant binge with Albuterol and now it's time to speed a little with 200mg

yep I'm done with inhalants now for another 5 months and later today my main guy gets his prescription refilled with 30mg tabs so back to normal

though taking 200mg around 1am was stupid I realized since I have to work at 430pm but I will just take 300mg when I get them since I am getting 900mg today


*harm reduction-I don't agree with inhalants or advice any one to do them-any of them-no not even nitrous-the main ones over the counter are extremely dangerous and can/did kill with just one use-it might not do anything the first time-or the 10th or the 100th-but it will catch up and you won't be ready for it-then it's too late-and you're dead


*to the comments - yes mr K. I know I was just listening to music at the time-recently on friday I actually had a scary experience with adderall well I know on the beginning friday it was 420mg from the night before then during friday through friday night I took atleast 300mg more and during hte night like in the middle my chest was all hurting and my heart seemed to be hurting or whatever so was my stomach I kind of felt like I was going to have a heart attack,stroke,something but then I fell to sleep and I woke up and I was better so obviously nothing was wrong and I'm back and going strong I'm fine now

hmm I took 200mg at 1am if I get 300mg before 1pm I can say I did 500mg in a 12 hour time frame since the 24 hour amounts don't really count because some adderall already leaves your system so you have to do whatever big amount in less than 12 hours so 200mg 1am then 300mg around 12pm I can say I did 500mg

I will only post back if I get it before 1pm because if I do 300mg even at 2pm it won't count and it will just be 300mg and not 500mg see what I mean?

if nothing else I will post back on november 28th I will be 18 then and I have to work 730amtill2pm so I have to make my birthday count so if I do 300mg at 630am then another 300mg at 2pm I can say 600mg then if I do another 200mg before 630pm I can say 800mg in a 12 hour time frame for my birthday record but if I get to 800mg before 630pm I might as well just get to 1,000mg like I planned then I can say 1 gram adderall 12 hours

then if that happens I will be all done with adderall since there will be nothing more to experience or feel and I will then also quit on my birthday and be done with all this madness FINALLY to finally quit and be done I can only hope

1gram adderall will be the end the amount that finshes this horrible addiction that in the end lead to nothing I wanted or felt and how it all turned into the opposite but at the start it was so great but at the end I have nothing to show for it or say or feel or think *sigh* yep I have been ready

of course if my birthday isn't that good in the mg this all goes out the window and yes I don't c are what I'm getting or the cards or that it's even my birthday just I care about how much I will have how much $ so I can get it my birthday is just an excuse really and a pathetic 'reason,explanation' for this huge amount I am going to waste I don't know the reasons why or maybe it's amphetamine abuse I don't know though on my birthday will be the most dangerous/"happy/energetic/ but yep maybe I'm all controlled by this amphetamine abuse don't ask,maybe if you go through you would know

there is a lot more people who went through deeper than me with amounts kept going and going higher and higher and *yes a one time meth user already beats my adderall use I know so don't tell me* I know there is worse adderall users than me out there who will keep going who probably already did 1gram maybe some who see that as little but 20mg-to 400mg in a day-to 300mg average daily hmm I can say for me I want this to end...I think...hmm after my birthday I obviously need to ask for help which I never seem to get around to or need I still don't need help actually atleast I can't waste people's time any more
 
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awesome I'm only going to be 18 though that feels old but I know it's really not guess I'm worn out kind of sad but what can you expect this has been going on for nearly 2 years hm no regrets...

Well make that 230mg I found a 30 but I AM OUT! I haven't been completely out in weeks and weeks always atleast a couple hundred mg on me

I already called 4 people and it's barely 7am and I already called my main connection and left a message for him to call me right away like I was dying

Grrr this sucks sure 230mg but I'M OUT I wish I didn't have to wait till around noon to get my 900mg but I do but argh I will try my old connections and Iwill get all the dust out of my pill crusher and search my room under bed books to try to find more pills

god it's only 7am I have to wait 4 hours goddd 230mg might as well just turn to 30mg asoihdfos can't deal with this grr this is bullshit how hard is it to keep up? I'M the one paying EACH and EVERY time and STILL they can't keep up grr I need better connections better and more atleast 5 more since they only get a monthly prescription and I go through 1-2 prescriptions a week pft

*searches*

okay fuck this I crawled on the floor with a flashlight,searched behind my computer,under the clocks,under stuffed animals,in cd cases,in the desk,behind the dressers,inside the dressers,under my bed,under the matress,in books,EVERY WHERE,in pants,under the scale,NOTHING there is nothing in this whole place fuck

230mg please last me till 12pm I am leaving there is no point to be in my room I'm going to go over to that person's house every one is sleeping maybe I will find something or wake them up and ask them something and I will figure out more people I can call
I can't just stay being out for 4 hours what if something happens and the 230mg suddenly stops working?!?!? I need atleast another 100mg 80mg will do but just more so I can hold to 12pm can't waste time bye
 
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