way way way better than adderall the two mix fine buuut I don't know about e at work but adderall works grr I don't even know but 1 pill of e is way great strong but one of these days I have to see what 2 pills is like
it's kind of sad that I didn't get to have one of those great awesome 'first time doing e' moments it's too bad
I can't wait to friday cuz then I get paid again and then I can enjoy x for atleast 5 days cuz that's only a $20 habit and 1 still works great since I just started and thinking about this
x is a lot easier to support than trying to support a wasteful 300mg+ daily adderall habit cuz of all the prescriptions running out on me in 4 days and trying to find more and more people with prescriptions ARGH yep yep
I kind of feel like "sigh of relief" cuz when I get paid I'm not going to be dealing with the 24/7 search of adderall and instead boom 1 e a day it's so easy
wow it looks like my 2 year little romance with adderall is coming to an end not really but I don't know a 300mg+ coast is not exactly easy and adderall is more if you think about it cuz 300mg is $20 a day but 300mg isn't really that great and the whole problem with everyone's prescription running out and when you can easily brush off 500mg and sit in the middle waiting woah I just realized that I go through 10 pills or more a day of adderall I never thought of that because I just empty the capsules crush and make a parachute or just eat the tablets when I get those wow pretty bad if you think about it but you don't think it's simple-hand to mouth-swallow-there's no thinking involved at all but it's way to hard to explain
1 x a day this is going to be so easy compared to dealing with all this adderall stuff wow no more mg or always on the 24/7 search woah crazyness
a 2 year romance from 20mg/day to 300mg+/day or 500mg in a day or what was it? 990mg in 3 days 700mg in a bit over 24 hours like 30 ah yeah I remember that night
so 20mg 200mg 30mg 300mg 40mg 400mg you have no idea how adding another zero changed so muchh thinking way back in my 20-40mg days when things were all too great to comparing the 20mg-40mg days to the 200mg-400mg days you have no idea how that zero changed everything
alll the days when it was just adderall and I
suddenly I'm just going to end it,oh wait I will have e,but suddenly I can ditch adderall and just brush it off like a random recreational user,something seems kind of fishy,well not really,okay yeah sorry I came back to my senses,duhh x is way way way better I like it wayy better 1 pill instead of 15 pills and wow,of course I can easily brush off adderall for x
it's weird I kind of did it all backwards like x and meth are a 'replacement' for adderall when I don't have adderall
usually it's adderall cuz no x or meth
ah greatness I broke free of my adderall abuse habit hm yes I am pretending it's friday and I'm already in the future and basically I'm so out of touch with reality like my life is a fairytale like that one song "you got your head in the clouds and your world is up side down" except in a good way.
uh basically I just forgot arghhhh my whole entire point *throws things* I can't deal except I know I had a main point and I was so close to getting to that main point and now I don't even know what I am even talking about or what I even typed grrr this is causing way too much stress
I can't deal with this right now,uh take care,see you later,keep in touch,all the great good-bye sayings that I can't think of right now- I'll stay in touch or stay in touch or we'll stay in touch something good bye saying with touch in it,I will miss you,have fun see you later peace,peace,bye,get well soon,hope you feel better,talk to you later