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you're sooooo high right now and want to share? post here

Counting days awake of no consequence......tis all merged into one day.
4 beers, a nip of bacardi, 1mg xanax, 125mg dexedrine.
We are packing light today. Me, myself and i.
3 is a number of the gods.


3 more times we must re-dose.



Amphetamine may be the tool of Satan.
But i don't use it to do his bidding!
 
why am I taking stacker 2's? duh tonight I'm getting DXM I think I'm going to get the cough syrup deslym or however you spell it duh way better.
 
well I was close to getting dxm,ring ring,well first I smoked nugs,then I got a blue batman I think that's what they said I don't know I wasn't really listening,then we smoked meth

well I still have the e for tomorrow,I'm pretty sure I can get $20 tomorrow for another one,I really should bring this kid to school for close to 100mg adderall at 7am but I never get around to it,it's close to 1am,I have to talk myself into it.I doubt it.
 
I haven't done coke in awhile, let alone alchohol. I can barely type right now cuz its too complicated for my current state of mind. The keif didn't take long at all to get me super blazed (like 5 min.) then the last of the hydro I had gave me the idea that I wasn't as high as I wanted to be (so I loaded another bowl) I just sat there with the pipe in my hand, staring into space. I was pretty stoned until the coke kicked in. Now my jaw is clamping and my tounge feels like rubber. I'm suprised how much brandy I drank. Been along time since I got wasted like this. And now I've got the munchies (time for icecream!) The walls look like melting glass...
 
almost 10am
yo!
E

*sighs* this is really sad,I'm having this conversation and stuff, I wished I had more e like I want more more like I want to do 4 e a day or 2 grams of meth or something *sighs* I wished I had more $ like I know I will never the be the same like before the drugs started I messed up my mind I wasn't thinking about that before and now I can never stop because I only know one thing,so there is no use in trying to stop but to only do more because I ruined my mind,I could of grew up to be a normal living adult,with a job,a girlfriend,a life,but it's too late I only want more amphetamines,the only thing I need and care about,an overdose becomes a goal,18 I can't imagine keeping this up till I'm 20,I can't live on my own or do anything because all my $ is spent,I don't even think about doing anything else,growing up or stopping because there is no point,*sighs* I realize my parents aren't going to die soon even if they are 58 they still have 10+ years.I didn't think about that till I was told,I can not wait 10+ for their health insurance money,sooner or later they will want me to move out,get a place of my own,become independent something I am not capable of.

why couldn't they be super rich? where I can take $1000 without them even knowing or being able to go to an atm and take out $2000 grr that isn't fair some kids are so lucky

okayy I need to change my state of mind before I ruin my roll arghhh I hope I get to smoke meth again today and get $20 for another e and I wished that I met friends rich drug addicts are the best friends to find make friends with rich drug addicts who share. grr like in the movie larry flint vs the people I wished I was their son or a son of parents who make meth. yes that's all I need to live in a meth lab that would be the greatest thing of all. or better than that have adderall dexedrine desoxyn over the counter then I would care but those times are not now I don't care much for this life I'm facing.
 
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RyanM said:
almost 10am
yo!
E

*sighs* this is really sad,I'm having this conversation and stuff, I wished I had more e like I want more more like I want to do 4 e a day or 2 grams of meth or something *sighs* I wished I had more $ like I know I will never the be the same like before the drugs started I messed up my mind I wasn't thinking about that before and now I can never stop because I only know one thing,so there is no use in trying to stop but to only do more because I ruined my mind,I could of grew up to be a normal living adult,with a job,a girlfriend,a life,but it's too late I only want more amphetamines,the only thing I need and care about,an overdose becomes a goal,18 I can't imagine keeping this up till I'm 20,I can't live on my own or do anything because all my $ is spent,I don't even think about doing anything else,growing up or stopping because there is no point,*sighs* I realize my parents aren't going to die soon even if they are 58 they still have 10+ years.I didn't think about that till I was told,I can not wait 10+ for their health insurance money,sooner or later they will want me to move out,get a place of my own,become independent something I am not capable of.

why couldn't they be super rich? where I can take $1000 without them even knowing or being able to go to an atm and take out $2000 grr that isn't fair some kids are so lucky

okayy I need to change my state of mind before I ruin my roll arghhh I hope I get to smoke meth again today and get $20 for another e and I wished that I met friends rich drug addicts are the best friends to find make friends with rich drug addicts who share. grr like in the movie larry flint vs the people I wished I was their son or a son of parents who make meth. yes that's all I need to live in a meth lab that would be the greatest thing of all. or better than that have adderall dexedrine desoxyn over the counter then I would care but those times are not now I don't care much for this life I'm facing.
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*gugglebum reads thoroughly, takes off his glasses*

"Hmm...
Why, most interesting, I shall say!
It appears we have ... yes, we have some sort of a ...

TROLL."

(with heavy English accent)
 
Originally posted by RyanM
I can not wait 10+ for their health insurance money


That's so fucked up. Through all of this I felt badly for you but now you just sound like a selfish asshole. How could you say something like that about your parents?
 
it wasn't meant to be like that. I don't know I just need more money and what parents would have a child so old? I mean I'm 18 and they are going to die soon and boom good bye son I don't know at all sometimes I look at it like a race I'd rather die first then they get money cuz they have insurance on me too but all in all the bottom line I think I was a huge mistake why would they have me when they were so old? did they want to leave a kid with no parents when they are just a teen?

this is getting way off subject. The only things I want and will ever want is more friends,more money to buy more drugs. I just want it to happen faster. I don't really even think about any of this it just happened cuz of the conversation I was having and by tonight or atleast tomorrow morning all of this will be forgotten as if I never wrote it or any of it was in my head to begin with and I will continue on like usual with my mind thinking only about amphetamines/drugs doing them,getting money for more of them and making more friends similar. any one that doesn't do drugs or doesn't know where to find drugs have long since been crossed out. nothing will work between non drug users and drug addicts ever.
 
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Originally posted by RyanM
it wasn't meant to be like that. I don't know I just need more money and what parents would have a child so old? I mean I'm 18 and they are


I just feel badly for you, honestly. I think you're a lost soul and I know you read what we say to you; I know you understand what we're saying and that we just want to help you. You're a good kid- it makes me sad that you're in pain.
 
Me and my friend made some poppy seed tea, then we split a vicoden, and smoked some weed resin...were still waiting for the real weed, we halfed what we think was sold to us as a fake E pill and halfed a soma...i feel sooooo goooood....it keeps commin in warm flashes......ahhhhh opiates....i lov em.....good times good times
 
update to last nite: i was soooo stoned it was incredible. like i was at the point where i couldnt even be bothered to hold up my head. i just didn't want to move. wowwww
 
mwaghhh hmmmm i feel GOOD.....heroin , temazepam and some beers onely thing thats missing is some nice weed withs i'm gone buy in a couple of hours and then i'm compleat......I LOVE DRUGS=D. gone w/d tomorow from heroin but i have like 1200 mg temazepam so i think i will be alright%)

have a nice day everybody lets get wasted=D
 
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