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RyanM said:
220mg adderall surely something is missing I don't know what
is there any way to make adderall stronger? like turn 220mg into feeling like 400mg without having to do 400mg? some sort of trick. some sort of miracle hidden way to make adderall feel like it did the first time a couple years back or atleast when I just needed 20mg a day I need a time machine
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Yes, its called not doing (meth)amphetamine for about a year. Your tolerance was so enormous (and still is) that it'll take that long to get even close to baseline. Even then, you'll never get the feelings you used to get from 20mg, you've used too much for too long and the experience is no longer new or refreshing, simply normal.

This is what happens when you abuse drugs to the extent you do, eventually even your favourite once lose their charm, and they do nothing but make you feel hollow.
 
yeah...even I felt that...there has to be a way around it though.or something.some way to just pass that stage as you keep dosing...there has to be more to it then this..the summer will make things all better... I will turn this summer into the summer years back to when it was my 1st time taking it.. and andd make it through the summer and 60mg will be a lot really a lot and 20-40 will be daily just like the ones who take it for adhd.. this time around I will know not to see if more is better cuz I'll know 20mg jumps did change things 20406080 I won't make my huge mistake this time.
 
gugglebum said:
"let's try to keep it low"

Yeah right. Like big fat fucking chance, Mr. Cheesepants.
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LMAO!!! goood god ryan ur alive

um...okay so right now im high on


2400 mgs Piracetam
300 mg Centella Asiatica {Standardized extract of gotu kola)
250 mg Lecithin
250 mg Evening Primrose Oil ( I take this to abate pms and i find it is a mild mood booster too)

This is my cocktail as of now ( started full time work roughly almost a month ago decided to boost my brain food regimen) and it gets me slightly giddy and euphoric too. %)

I shall update later when i decide to potentiate this with some REAL drugs.
kthks
 
hmm it's almost 10am I'm trying to think how I'm going to do the dosage today cuz that 220mg yesterday I didn't sleep so I don't know if I'm going to take 60mg or 90mg to make it to night and then hopefully sleeping tonight refreshed tomorrow morning for 90mg or 180mg course this will all get ruined if I don't sleep tonight orrr if uh I get more adderall again today. funny.a month break from adderall.and everything went right back into place as it left off.I'd like to have 30 pills on me allll the time if not more which is why I need to buy more TODAY and some how in that I just figured out I will take 90mg right now. and then no more ever again....riiight...steamy hot water works when I drink it...not that long though...hmmm I need tips to stay warm...it's not the outside cold....it's the kind that comes from inside your body...like your body pumps cold...hands purple,frozen forever
 
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Ryan, why do you think your cold? Your body is rejecting it, listen to your body.

I'm stoned, been smoking all day and just ate some hash.
 
what!? I don't know what is wrong with you. grr I'm just stick of dealing with being cold,arent amphetamines suppose to warm you up? they haven't warmed me up in MONTHS I can't even remember the last time. probably 8 months or something. I don't think even my 400mg doses warmed me, just dehydration to say the least. There is no possible way that my body is "rejecting" adderall. okay whatever I changed my mind I will just figure something out myself.
 
^^maybe that should be telling you something.

"they haven't warmed me up in MONTHS I can't even remember the last time. probably 8 months or something."
 
There is every possible way your body is rejecting adderall, you've said it yourself, it's hasn't warmed you in months.

Does everyone around you, family and friends know how far your addiction has come?
 
we are not going to get into this mister.
parents- mom and dad at home,we don't talk,we don't fight though either,I do whatever they say,whatever they ask,my mom pays for gas,cigarettes,gives me money, Plus my job money which is not enough at all, My parents are also mentally retarded,they don't even know what drugs are,or my mom doesn't ask ohhh Ryan where do all your pay checks go? and why do you always need more money? no clothes,no games,nothing to show for it lol pft

when I'm home I stay in my room cuz there is a tv,computer,bed,a ton of water,garbage, I leave to go to the bathroom, my mom works the nights,my dad works the day,my mom sleeps all day,leaves at night but it's weird realllly weird I mean it's obvious. This is the perfect family,there is seriously no problems, no fights, no family things going on, no watching tv as a family,or eating at the table together,or any talks or hugs and I get paranoid when they say "i love you" cuz it's like Whatt? why are you saying that now? do you think I'm going to die or something?

they do have health insurance out on me which is smart of them so they get money if I die before them but I can't handle anything by myself, so I don't know I'm waiting for my parents health insurance in a sad way,they are old, like 58 I'm only 18,grr what were they thinking having a baby so old?

hmm friends I need more a lot more and I basicallly still have that one best friend that has been around since 16 first time meeting him was the first time I ever did adderall andd crazily enough he is still here, all the doses and becoming a different person,watching it alll, and trying to help and blah blah

have my adderall dealer,ritalin,meth,x,painkiller,pot, people
a couple friends I hang out with
I realized it's much smarter to just make friends with complete drug addicts/dealers
I guess I traded friends for pills and it's not that bad I don't know I appericate the ones who stuck around. I just need a lot more money.
 
when I'm home I stay in my room cuz there is a tv,computer,bed,a ton of water,garbage, I leave to go to the bathroom, my mom works the nights,my dad works the day,my mom sleeps all day,leaves at night but it's weird realllly weird I mean it's obvious. This is the perfect family,there is seriously no problems, no fights, no family things going on, no watching tv as a family,or eating at the table together,or any talks or hugs and I get paranoid when they say "i love you" cuz it's like Whatt? why are you saying that now? do you think I'm going to die or something?
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Sounds a lot like my house, which is scary. Hopefully I dont end up like you though!
 
throwitallaway said:
I don't even know what to say. Good luck.
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thats exactly what i thought after reading ryans post.

my family is pretty much like that as well. we dont really talk that much. never have really sat down and ate or watched tv or any of that. i cant even remember the last time. its been awhile.

do you ever smoke pot ryan? maybe you should give that a try, and give everything else a break?
 
Bloody hell. RyanM your still at it

I think the last post I read of yours way back when - months ago you were complaining of feeling so cold.

Good to hear from you again though. I sort of searched for you a while ago but couldnt find you. Good luck buddy.

You wont like this but heres an idea - get some help.
 
i just took some methadon and some benzo's, drinking a beer now and smoking a joint waiting for the methadone and benzo's to start working....i'm gone be wasted in like 30 min=D
 
I'm going to dose 1.9mg of pure DOB later tonight. I can't wait. I've been smoking hash all day, and the oxy from earlier is starting to wear off. After a decent meal and a couple hours I'll dose.
 
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