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you're sooooo high right now and want to share? post here

Im not high, my 2 "siamese friends" (all three joined at the hip) got high and fell asleep. I'm doing my little sober prove to myself im not addicted night. Lol kos i had a smashed realisation this morning... I use drugs to escape from reality which is (duh) why most people do it, then i realised im putting reality off too much and should stay sober till i face the music so i can do my drugs without so much risk of addiction... i'll be wasted by sunday you'll see Lol bribing ones-self with drugs is weird but it works for me. :D Drop...drop...drop...listen to that tap ;)
 
loll uhh yeah *jumps* I got 400mg of ritalin this so great I'll probably buy another 100mg later tonight woo I need to be excuse while I snort 100mg of ritalin to start low since I had any sort of upper for like atleast 3 weeks just painkilllers I'm so happy and excited this is ALMOST the best day ever buut when I had over 1,000mg of ritalin that I did and stilll had more ritalin left for later was even better okay time to snort ritalin
 
oh.my.god. I am still drunk, woke up just now at 2pm, and i am still drunk as hell. I am just hungover as well (fucking hell!). Ow. Last night played beer pong, got wasted, then decided vodka pong was a good idea. Then i blacked out. Ahhh time to try to kick this hangover.
 
is orange better than blue? once I had this blue bud I don't know what it was but they were saying "blue haze" better than purple haze so I don't know if that's the real "name" or if they were just bragging
 
oh this 100mg ritalin is working well.I traded myself again back to speed.I know this all to well.every move.hidden traps,the parth,I could walk it blindfolded.this is all I know. how could I ever think I could hide behind painkillers. this is so real.my heart is beating.I feel something.I feel speed.it's numbing.
 
5am I'll take 40mg ritalin to make me sound good,even though I know that in 30 minutes I will be taking sleeping pills to sleep and now I'm taking ritalin because... does any one know if they are making any stronger pills? for adhd? something stronger.something new.more powerful.more powerful. powerful and new. better than adderall and dex and not desoxyn something as avaible as adderall given out like candy.surely adhd must be getting worse for the suffers.can't they make something more powerful? longer lasting? stronger.powerful.better than what's out there now. stronger. are they making anything new for adhd? what are they doing in europe?
 
I just found HAND WARMERS I am kind of in heaven not really "safe, instant heat...ideal for cold weather outings & spectator events. camping hunting blah blah blah" yeah right instant heat why are my hands still purple? "never place directly against skin as burns may occur" *in the process of holding the pack tight with his hands I highly doubt it will burn it's not even hot

6:01am i'm stressed. 80mg ritalin.I'm not sleeping obviously. and all this is accidentally on purpose

cuz I know if I 'start' the day with 100mg I will need 100mg in the afternoon and get stressed and need another 100mg hmmm if this kid calls at 6:30am I'm going to give him a ride to school
if he has adderall that is.
 
Its clear you've swapped from opiates to stimulants now Ryan. Recently you've posted 1 fucked up post every 2 or 3 days, now its 4 in 4 hours. :\
 
7:13am - I took sleeping pills. even though I took 80mg ritalin in my little span of 3 hours. I obviously don't know what I am doing.I'm going to go lay down and hopefully sleep now.pft even though it's light out and what was my 80mg ritalin about then? riiight it's too late now I'll just lay down and hope the sleeping pills work then hopefully wake up 'refreshed' to retake another 60-100mg ritalin that I wasted this morning because this 80mg doesn't count neither does the 100mg yesterday and after the 100mg when I wake up that won't count sooner or later so I need to take another 100mg blahblahblah good night
 
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