Auuughgghghg.......I feel soooo freaky right now! I took 10mg aderall to help me write a paper for midterms, and I am not feeling good at all (which is weird, cuz my script for aderall used to be 20mg for my add) This is the first time I've used the shit in forever, so I guess its no wonder that it feels so alien to me. At least I got a bit of nyc sour diesel and blueberry to mellow things out. My arms feel like plastic, fingers meticioulously hitting the keys....blaahhhhh.....
Sure wish I was where I need to be goin soon. Its almost my birthday, and I'd hate to spend it where I am now. I can't stand this place anymore, its suffocationg me. It will eat your soul, the place sucks the life out of you little by little. At least I'm leaving asap.
Gah, freaking out again....I hate this stuff as much as I hate meth itself! Sure, I wrote a decent paper but I feel like shit on a stick right now

I'm gonna feel like shit all day after this I know it. Once I get back from class I'm gonna smoke a bowl and sleep until work comes around. I'm soooo glad I'm leaving soon, I've been through some rough shit recently and I just think its time for me to get the hell outta here while the gettins good. I may be rambling, but who cares. Dammmmmnnnn, this shit keepps givin me rushes and I'm not enjoying em at the moment...too strong for my stim sensitive cns. Gonna smoke a few more bowls n see what happens, peace