Sometimes I feel like I just need to write,
to type,
to simply get away from this overwhelming cloud of emotions we call "Life".
I'm not here to say what's right,
or shine a guiding light,
I'm here merely to layout my mind,
one doesn't have to take the time to read it,
I'm just leavin' it here for reference to the next moment I feel hopeless,
Like there's nowhere to turn, all the exits have caved in and broken.
I just gotta remind myself to always remember there is no end,
I can never fail,
I can never win.
The most I can do is put a stop to this loop,
but what can I do? When all I see is meaningless,
continuous,
repetitive,
what is it to live?
What is it like?
It's been so long since I saw the blue sky.
The clear stars, and the Moon.
Clouds now only blanket with gloom.
But that's ok, I need some rain to wash away the state I feel today.
Then maybe a beam of hope will glisten my way,
and show me what I've done wrong all along,
cease me from singing your chemical, poisonous song,
Toxic lyrics will kill the spirit,
I've gotta find my way back into true music.
Not the loosely tuned excuses used to make my every move.
It's me, or YOU.
and I'm not about to hit the road,
this life is mine, I take control!
You aren't as strong as you think,
I was just being weak, letting you feast on my personality.
but now that I've let you have the best of me,
I'm setting myself free.
I can't have you in my priorities,
There are things in life I take delight in,
and I can't be productive with you eating away at my creativity.
So BE GONE I say,
I'm done singing your song,
this track is mine,
this beat is mine.
You are wrong, and always will be.
Take a hike, cause I'm about to set things right.
This is MY LIFE.~
to type,
to simply get away from this overwhelming cloud of emotions we call "Life".
I'm not here to say what's right,
or shine a guiding light,
I'm here merely to layout my mind,
one doesn't have to take the time to read it,
I'm just leavin' it here for reference to the next moment I feel hopeless,
Like there's nowhere to turn, all the exits have caved in and broken.
I just gotta remind myself to always remember there is no end,
I can never fail,
I can never win.
The most I can do is put a stop to this loop,
but what can I do? When all I see is meaningless,
continuous,
repetitive,
what is it to live?
What is it like?
It's been so long since I saw the blue sky.
The clear stars, and the Moon.
Clouds now only blanket with gloom.
But that's ok, I need some rain to wash away the state I feel today.
Then maybe a beam of hope will glisten my way,
and show me what I've done wrong all along,
cease me from singing your chemical, poisonous song,
Toxic lyrics will kill the spirit,
I've gotta find my way back into true music.
Not the loosely tuned excuses used to make my every move.
It's me, or YOU.
and I'm not about to hit the road,
this life is mine, I take control!
You aren't as strong as you think,
I was just being weak, letting you feast on my personality.
but now that I've let you have the best of me,
I'm setting myself free.
I can't have you in my priorities,
There are things in life I take delight in,
and I can't be productive with you eating away at my creativity.
So BE GONE I say,
I'm done singing your song,
this track is mine,
this beat is mine.
You are wrong, and always will be.
Take a hike, cause I'm about to set things right.
This is MY LIFE.~