[MENTION=406154]Napdmd[/MENTION] - if you are still in acute withdrawals expect things to get worse before they get better, but they will get better I promise. My heart goes out to you in your situation. My use was no where as high as yours, but it was daily for 10 years, and the last few years the dosage increased to unrealistic levels (5mg 10mg daily Xanax). By that point I was just trying to avoid a siezure, though I didn't know it as the time because I was ignorant on benzos, I just knew I felt horrible.
[MENTION=323027]Erikmen[/MENTION] - I think there is an upper dose limit to where benzos remain therapeutic, and I think I exceeded that threshold. My memory was so bad that I would frequently forget that ibhad already taken one, and then take another one. There were several times where I did this repeatedly in one night.
[MENTION=323027]Erikmen[/MENTION] - I think there is an upper dose limit to where benzos remain therapeutic, and I think I exceeded that threshold. My memory was so bad that I would frequently forget that ibhad already taken one, and then take another one. There were several times where I did this repeatedly in one night.