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Your worst ever single hallucination - and what caused it

Soap MacTavish

Soap MacTavish

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The hallucination:
Earlier tonight when I wiped my face with a towel and there was blood all over it. Then I looked around and there was blood splattered all over the fuckin walls. That was freakish, very damn freakish.

Cause:
Adderall, MDPV, Alchohol, 3 days solid of sleep dep.

What was yours?
 
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Acid. Sitting on couch, having good time, suddenly room started revolving. Could actually feel the centrifugal force, then it started tilting too. Hanging onto the couch feeling like it was a plane crash, with my friends going WTF? Lasted 2-3 minutes then just cleared up. Weird and fucking scary.
 
woke up in the middle of the night in a weird delirious state where i hallucinated that i was the size of the entire world, i could feel the earth next to me and like i was stretched across it, i could see that i was really just standing next to my bed but it felt like reality had changed for me and i had grown to a massive size somehow. it wasnt triggered by drugs but some weird sleep paralysis type thing. its happened about 6 times and is indescribably terrifying, definitely the scariest thing that has ever happened to me. and it goes away in about 10 min after waking up.
 
Any high dose salvia trip. :/

But seriously, did some once, and an alligator in a top hat appeared in the middle of my room. He had on a suit, too. He was emptying a bucket of beetles onto some dead guy on my floor, and they were eating his flesh down to the bone.

The alligator turned to me and said 'you're not ready yet' and then the trip was pretty much over just like that.

Edit: I wouldn't say that this was particularly bad- it was just a bit startling. I don't really have a 'worst' hallucination. The worst time is when I take something and don't have any at all!
 
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in all the times I've made pyschonautical excursions, I've never had what I'd term a "bad" or worst hallucination. But extremely intense? yes.
There have been a few times when my mind was running on the ragged edge of reality; it was all i could do to just maintain, and not lose my grip on the silver thread during my trip.
But was it unpleasant? Not at all.... the closest I can come to describing just the sensasation... is like being in the speeder-bike chase from Jedi. like that kinda intense pucker-factor and single-minded focus.
Everything else.... well.... that's between me & myself.
 
every time i stay up on meth for 3-4 days, shadow dogs start approaching me in the dark.. and whenever they look directly into my eyes.. i become physically paralyzed by fear that gets worse the longer i maintain eye contact..
 
On acid: had a good trip and was tired.. Still having visuals but they were pretty mild. I walk into my bedroom which has red carpet with thick hairs.. I look at it and it starts moving like the sea.. The hairs are little baby arms and theres like a million babies looking at me in despair, like they are drowning or something.. Shit freaked me out and gave the trip a negative aftertaste.

Once when high on fentanyl I went to bed. and was awakened by sounds downstairs. I heard SWAT clearing the house.. (I was dealing and synthing ghb among other things) I got sooo fucking scared, I thought they were gonna stomp on me at least. Got on my knees with back towards the door, hands on my head so they wouldn't shoot me.. After about ten seconds I hear one of my roommates talking, and I knew I was delirious.
 
Sleep paralysis for sure, i've had alot of intense psychedelic experiences.. but sleep paralysis is just pure fear incarnate.

I awoke once into a state of sleep paralysis, to hear music playing.. even though it wasnt, and a demonic voice singing lyrics in tongues, this was accompanied with my bed and the floor shrouded in darkness, my ceiling lit up like a fluorescent light and weeping/crying coming from down the hallway to my bedroom.

Once i had a chance to evaluate what happened, i understood why the paralysis state took on a very 'hell/demon' like theme, my dream previous to waking up was dealing with the concept of descending from heaven to hell, before it reached a climax and forced me to awake in panic with my subconscious still dreaming.

Theres been a few more times that ive encountered sleep paralysis, but now the moment im aware i've entered into it i attempt to ignore it and go back to sleep. The feeling of someone laying next to you in bed or standing over you is just too much for me to deal with.
 
I've decided to change my opinion.

Sleep paralysis is indeed the worst. Mine have never been, to my knowledge, drug induced. Not being able to talk, move, breathe well, etc. while being conscious of your environment is absolutely terrifying.
 
Could sound weird, Salvia leaf smoking caused some type of 3 point line, constructing those lines, a tube into near out door, not inside mind. Then it materialised to brown, because i didn't try break it. And did make noise, snap, snap, snap, those lines and so.

Maybe it was shredded cigar and a hydrogen monoxide poisoning.

?? Cannabis is very visual in CEV style when not already spoiled brains and mind with substances and living ??
 
Being eaten alive by a shadow creature with all real pains and sounds. It was during a period of sleep paralysis.
 
malakaix said:
Sleep paralysis for sure, i've had alot of intense psychedelic experiences.. but sleep paralysis is just pure fear incarnate.

I awoke once into a state of sleep paralysis, to hear music playing.. even though it wasnt, and a demonic voice singing lyrics in tongues, this was accompanied with my bed and the floor shrouded in darkness, my ceiling lit up like a fluorescent light and weeping/crying coming from down the hallway to my bedroom.

Once i had a chance to evaluate what happened, i understood why the paralysis state took on a very 'hell/demon' like theme, my dream previous to waking up was dealing with the concept of descending from heaven to hell, before it reached a climax and forced me to awake in panic with my subconscious still dreaming.

Theres been a few more times that ive encountered sleep paralysis, but now the moment im aware i've entered into it i attempt to ignore it and go back to sleep. The feeling of someone laying next to you in bed or standing over you is just too much for me to deal with.
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that sounds fuckin crazy!
 
IV DPT. Pulled the syringe out and blood was everywhere. Tried wiping it up with a blanket and it was gone, then it was back, then it was gone.
 
Sleep Paralysis for me aswell.

brought on due to withdrawal, shook me very hard, woke up in the back of a van being driven into a tunnel, I was 100% awake and aware, well I thought i was, it was like i was being kidnapped, just when i was about to try to escape by trying the back door, I woke up again, a re-awakening this time in my bed, which was now in a African Hut, with some witch like women and a demon boy sort of thing, that is when i realized i could not move, ended up screaming like a baby! my wife heard me "moaning" and i kind of jerked out of it.

sleep paralysis is insane!!!!!
 
Sleep paralysis happened to me too.

Couldn't move myself, was back to room direction, i had turned PC off, but for some reason it played music on silence level. Maybe it was a hint of that time to be hyssh with computer, i mean, headphones on most of time, because then nothing serious won't happen. Some times it can be heard when some, definnitely, whatevers are having conversation.

Even more considering things:

Anyway, to my experience Salvia is very different hallucinogen, on hot flame from bong, very smooth and moist vapour. What if all we see and sense is very different than normal sense of vision and other senses. It could make point. Haven't though experienced hard smoked, or injected 5-MeO-DMT or things like that. Some experienced tripheads probably know better. It's still available that mazatech leaf, only problem is possible shouting when the suck happens to inner worlds or changing of first reality to some other. So neighbours won't get worried, they won't if won't go to ring doorbell.

So, many have tried it and experienced something that is not easily explained. To me it's not even a drug, but it's very difficult to explain, in complete good-minded state talking to some things that are personal and happiness is very maximum and talkative, then going again, UPPSSS.
 
my experience on salvia, while not completely a hallucination, per se, was quite the terrifying experience.


i didn't rememebr taking my hoot - i simply woke up the next day in bed and thought nothing of it. i went to school, went home, sat on the computer.
i lived my normal cycle of life for a few days, until one day, as i was sitting down to write a math test, the world in front of me began to crack and shatter (if you've played FF X, it was like the initiation to the battle screen.)
the whole world fell apart and clattered on the ground, and i was left staring through eyes that weren't mine at the entire cosmos. i was viewing the universe from the eyes of some omnipotent entity, some being who was at a level of consciousness above ours. (imagine trying to perceive the world from the eyes of a human, if you were but a mere bacteria. the concept is mind-boggling and a bacteria simply doesn't possess anywhere near the intellectual capacity to interpret as much as we do.)

this is what it was like - i was seeing the universe as if we, humans, were but mere bacteria compared to the beings that govern our reality.

anyway, after i was blessed with this stunning and wholly terrifying realization, i was thrown back to earth and awoke , screaming and nearly in tears, clinging to my friends and trying to figure out what in the FUCK happened to the last 3 days that i'd just lived.

haven't really done salvia since then..
 
I was sat in my girlfriends room talking about our relationship cos she was acting off. She then started calling my pathetic and laughing at me.. calling me all sorts and telling me she hates me..

I then realise all my best friends are sitting around us just chilling out.. They are laughing along with her calling me pathetic.. They each make a horrible remark about me.. I ask what i've done wrong and they all just laugh and tell me to fuck off..

Then i realise there's another guy in bed on the other side of my girlfriend.

I ended up walking home at 3am with the intention of hanging myself.

Diphenhydramine.

The scariest sleep deprivation one would have to be my most recent.. Laying in bed when i look up and see a shadow man standing in the half open door way.. I try to wake my girlfriend up (who wasn't actually there) when all of a sudden this massive force comes over me rendering me absoultely useless.

Sleep deprivation is nowhere near as bad as diphenhydramine xP

I've also come to the realisation that EVERYTHING is simply a white straight line flying through complete blackness.. and i was going to spend an eternity watching it.

That was NO2
 
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Derealization and depersonalization constantly for 6 months when I became depressed.
The constant changes in perception I had made me attempt suicide, I was close to to never coming back from both the suicide and the DPD.
 
Once I had sleep paralysis and I looked at the end of my bed and saw 3 hooded figures whispering like when you hear whispering in a horror movie where it's all around the room and it's high pitched words you cant understand then they all looked at me and pointed and said "will be seeing you" woke up completely terrified couldn't sleep for a day or 2. Also when I dropped 3 bombs and 60mg adderall XR(Heroic dose I know) when I'd try to fall asleep everything would get a pink hue and then I'd I feel my body twitch and at that point I could barley breath. . . Needless to say the day this happend I had a life changing panic attack for 2 hours. . .
 
idk if you would consider this a hallucination or what it really is at all. me and a buddy had been at a party rolling all night on E. we get back to his place and there is nowhere to sleep so we are watching tv in his room as im fading in and out of sleep. so i guess i had nodded off and he gets up and turn off the tv and goes to the bathroom. im curled up at the foot of his bed. now, at this point im dreaming that im in a closet and when he comes back from the bathroom and shuts his door, the room gets dark. that, in my dream, was the doors to the closet im in being closed on me. so apparently i start screaming "open the fucking door!" repeatedly. well he sees me freaking out and puts his hand on my shoulder trying to wake me up. again, in my dream, im in a closed closet and i see a hand on my shoulder in the dark. i say "take your FUCKING hand off me right now before i kill you!" all the while, his roommate heard me yelling open the door and he was trying to but it was locked. he is on the other side of the door saying "im trying im tryin!". then i woke up and went back to sleep lol. freaked me out but was funny as hell now that i look back on it. i guess it was a half awake half asleep type deal. this ever happen to anyone else?
 
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