fairyprincess
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 28, 2001
- Messages
- 28
The phone rings
Your name appears on the caller ID
My heart skips a beat
I pick up the phone
“hey”
then I hear your voice
“hey, what’s up”
even to this day your voice still brings butterflies to my stomach
we go through our usual conversation
and once again I end up at your house
it’s a never end pattern
you call
I come over
And its inevitable
You know as well as me that we’ll end up sleeping together
Its always the same
It has been for years
There once was a day when you cared
Now it seems that I am the only one
I love you more than words can express
You’re the only guy that can still bring butterflies to my stomach
Even after all these years
I don’t know why I get so nervous when I see you
Perhaps its that smile
That gorgeous smile
Or those hands that I’ll never be able to forget
The thought of those hands touching me
Maybe it’s the veins in your arms
Or the way you wear your clothes
Whatever it is, I love it
What ever happened to that fifteen year old boy
Who confessed his feelings for me in his basement
He left a few days later
And I never heard from him again
Now its six years later
And its the same body
But not the same boy
If only I could go back
And erase everything you said to me that night
Perhaps I would be different
Maybe I wouldn’t be hopelessly in love with you
Yet the truth is
I know I still would be
I’ll always love you
No matter what you say
Or what you do
We’ve already been through this
The fights
The lies
And yet I still love you
I still subject myself to your touch and lies
You’re touch I have
But its your love that I want
Your name appears on the caller ID
My heart skips a beat
I pick up the phone
“hey”
then I hear your voice
“hey, what’s up”
even to this day your voice still brings butterflies to my stomach
we go through our usual conversation
and once again I end up at your house
it’s a never end pattern
you call
I come over
And its inevitable
You know as well as me that we’ll end up sleeping together
Its always the same
It has been for years
There once was a day when you cared
Now it seems that I am the only one
I love you more than words can express
You’re the only guy that can still bring butterflies to my stomach
Even after all these years
I don’t know why I get so nervous when I see you
Perhaps its that smile
That gorgeous smile
Or those hands that I’ll never be able to forget
The thought of those hands touching me
Maybe it’s the veins in your arms
Or the way you wear your clothes
Whatever it is, I love it
What ever happened to that fifteen year old boy
Who confessed his feelings for me in his basement
He left a few days later
And I never heard from him again
Now its six years later
And its the same body
But not the same boy
If only I could go back
And erase everything you said to me that night
Perhaps I would be different
Maybe I wouldn’t be hopelessly in love with you
Yet the truth is
I know I still would be
I’ll always love you
No matter what you say
Or what you do
We’ve already been through this
The fights
The lies
And yet I still love you
I still subject myself to your touch and lies
You’re touch I have
But its your love that I want
