1. A-PVP - easily obtainable, cheap, extremely potent, out of hardcore stims I tried (NEP, 4-MPD, Eutylone, 3-FA, 4-FMA) it has the best paranoia/potency/euphoria ratios and is the best behaved in oil pipe. I don't believe I ever burnt it. Cons are the extremely short peak (8-20 minutes) and extremely prolonged after-effects (12-48h, I usually had 20h of dread/paranoia followed by 10 hours of clarity where I seem absolutely sober, then another 20h of deep depression and dread - the clarity period is something I experienced only on A-PVP, it's very weird, when I first tried it I actually thought I am sober and had no comedown except the 20h prior), extremely psychologically addictive (I did it twice a long time ago and I still got cravings), my batch was very mild in its smell (it was there but I had to actually look for it, much more palatable than pre-ban 3-FA for example, that stuff is straight pub bathroom scrapings in comparison)
2. NEP - A-PVP with much more noradrenergic side effects, has some entactogenic quality to it, the first puffs on pipe feel somewhat like if you'd evade death by a hair and you have that post-adrenaline rush euphoria. Longer duration (30-90 minutes from pipe before crash, followed by 20h of comedown), much less well behaved (easier to burn), UNRIVALED sexual enhancement. Even though comedown itself is of managable duration, hard binges can cause after-effects that linger for weeks or months. At least to me they did. Both cognitive and affective (mood-related) after effects are crippling if you do binge. The most psychotogenic compound I ever used.
3. 4F-MPH - amazing study aid, calm, clear, there's really not a lot that I can say, which is the best praise I can give it from functional standpoint. It also has recreational effects but those are present at absurd doses (I usually had 1g per 3 days), with those high doses I'd put it even above 3-FA in terms of for-fun abuse.
4. 2F-DCK - Sadly I have no experience with dissos except this one but somehow it helped immensely with post-stim abuse paranoia. First time in years I felt like I can afford to calm down a bit and not be in stress anymore. The after effects are mostly positive and since my last try I am overall much calmer, more collected, for whatever reason even my cognition improved.
5. MAL - warmest, least anxiety inducing psychedelic I ever had, visuals were mostly cartoonish, childhood era. Nostalgic and fuzzy.
Thanks to them I have learned of my neurodivergence (wildly atypical response to stims, except when absurd doses reached e.g. small bowl of NEP can send me to slumber, but I do get tweaker-ultra mode if I do enough, just takes longer) but at the same time realized that a lot of things I was punished and berated for were not my fault and started hating the world as a direct consequence. Also realized there's nothing of note for me to keep on going, except doggos. Which is just enough to "not leave", but not enough to want not to "leave".
