My least favorite drug.....recreational...Phencylidine...PCP
I only tired this three times, every time I was tricked as twice it was laced in Cannabis on purpose. The last time I tried it, I ended up
in a serious blackout, for a entire weekend, as I thought I had purchased some cheap, and weak powered Cocaine, but it turned out it had
PCP heavily laced in the powder with other harmless adultrants.....my error, was I tried it alone, by the IV method. I ended up due to this
caper, in a 42 day in patient hospital, for chemical dependency, as I was desperate for a taper down schedule due to my addiction to Cocaine,
Methaqualone, and Diazepam. Under supervision of several brain X-rays & M.D.'s I cannot remember at the moment, the type of X-rays used, and
blood samples used, within 5 days of a near fatal overdose, the Detox M.D told me my brain showed evidence of intense swelling, as well, as
my liver. I stayed in Detox, 7 days, a typical 7 day taper using a anti-seizure medication, Dilantin, Chlordiazepoxide (Roche Librium) and Squibb
Pharmaceutical Noctec (Chloral Hydrate) my age (then) was 32 years old. Symptoms are the memory erasing effects always, and my last try
by some deadbeat dealers, I experienced the worst intense pain in my head, I thought my brain was going to explode, and, I kicked down two
doors in my home, apparently from initial violent behavior, from PCP, and, I fell off a bicycle at night, by running into a barbed wire fence, near
where I live. I do not remember much of anything until my family had a "chemical intervention on me" meaning I had to go to inpatient treatment,
or, they, rightfully so, were going to have me involuntarily committed to a mental institution. The results: I quit all mood altering substances, and
lived in exile 2,000 miles away in Southern Arizona, and began a new life, after 42 days of inpatient treatment, and 4 months in a half way house.
I never returned home for 4 years, and stayed away from my hometown for 8 years, and have never spoken to the dealers, who nearly killed me,
ever since, I was age 32, and that was decades ago.
The ethical non-recreational pharmaceutical drug class I despise, and hate, are any old school, or new generation anti-psychotics.