It seems as though most of these "wake up" combos are actually "go-to-sleep" combos. I realise now that although I would (and do) feel nice after a couple of shots and some benzos, my brain would be so impaired that it would be impossible not to notice. So, there are two combos for me, one which I'd take before work, and another that I'd take on weekends or holidays etc.
I wake up at 7, lean over and turn on a light before chewing a couple of valium. After lying in for another half an hour I get up, shower, get clothed and drink a cup of coffee while surfing bluelight before I leave. When at work I take some form of weak opiate, most likely a small dose of either codeine or DHC, just to bring my mood up a little and motivate me to actually carry out boring, repetetive tasks that would otherwise drive me to suicide.
That's for weekdays. Not just a wake up combo I know, but thought I might aswell put it in.
On a weekend, the most important thing is to relax and have fun. So I'd be a little dehydrated and hungover from the night before. I wake up around 9AM-2PM, lean over and drink some cold water. Then I take a few shots, eat a decent dose of benzos, and then take another drug. This would most likely be a downer, and if it is injectable, then all the better! No coffee today. That would set me up for the rest of the day, which would probably involve other drugs.
I wouldn't say I needed drugs to get out of bed. Although I depend on benzos to make my day reasonable, I can do without, but it's not as fun. For me, drugs just turn the world into something pleasant. It makes the day easier when you know you'll be feeling good all over, and in a good mood.
To RyanM:
Yeah it'll all catch up to you eventually. Realise that we don't care whether you've actually quit or not. It's just annoying that you're taking up this whole thread with your idiotic whining and immature replies.
Ryan, do you understand why your friends have abandoned you? All you live for is adderall. All you can talk about is adderall. All you ever think about is adderall. You are obsessed. Your friends are only human, and they have limits. You may think "Ahah, I'll show them!" but the joke is on you.
This is absolutely pathetic, not to mention a complete waste of my time, and those who read this' time.
I know that I couldn't afford a 300mg a day clonazepam habit. I know it'd be an absolutely stupid idea to get a tolerance that large anyway.
Your body is dying. Your brain feels fine. Unfortunately your brain won't last long without your body. You will die if you continue.
Will you even live to your 18th birthday? I sincerely doubt it. I don't want to see someone die, certainly not, but if they repeatedly refuse help and continue to push their physical boundaries for some hollow, meaningless goal, despite the intelligent advice of a community of experienced adults, then I personally feel they've had adequate warning...
Basically, you have two choices. The first is to continue taking so much adderall that you will not live for much longer. The second is to stop and try and think about why you're actually doing this. Why are you doing this, Ryan? Hmm?
I wake up at 7, lean over and turn on a light before chewing a couple of valium. After lying in for another half an hour I get up, shower, get clothed and drink a cup of coffee while surfing bluelight before I leave. When at work I take some form of weak opiate, most likely a small dose of either codeine or DHC, just to bring my mood up a little and motivate me to actually carry out boring, repetetive tasks that would otherwise drive me to suicide.
That's for weekdays. Not just a wake up combo I know, but thought I might aswell put it in.
On a weekend, the most important thing is to relax and have fun. So I'd be a little dehydrated and hungover from the night before. I wake up around 9AM-2PM, lean over and drink some cold water. Then I take a few shots, eat a decent dose of benzos, and then take another drug. This would most likely be a downer, and if it is injectable, then all the better! No coffee today. That would set me up for the rest of the day, which would probably involve other drugs.
I wouldn't say I needed drugs to get out of bed. Although I depend on benzos to make my day reasonable, I can do without, but it's not as fun. For me, drugs just turn the world into something pleasant. It makes the day easier when you know you'll be feeling good all over, and in a good mood.
To RyanM:
Yeah it'll all catch up to you eventually. Realise that we don't care whether you've actually quit or not. It's just annoying that you're taking up this whole thread with your idiotic whining and immature replies.
Ryan, do you understand why your friends have abandoned you? All you live for is adderall. All you can talk about is adderall. All you ever think about is adderall. You are obsessed. Your friends are only human, and they have limits. You may think "Ahah, I'll show them!" but the joke is on you.
This is absolutely pathetic, not to mention a complete waste of my time, and those who read this' time.
I know that I couldn't afford a 300mg a day clonazepam habit. I know it'd be an absolutely stupid idea to get a tolerance that large anyway.
Your body is dying. Your brain feels fine. Unfortunately your brain won't last long without your body. You will die if you continue.
Will you even live to your 18th birthday? I sincerely doubt it. I don't want to see someone die, certainly not, but if they repeatedly refuse help and continue to push their physical boundaries for some hollow, meaningless goal, despite the intelligent advice of a community of experienced adults, then I personally feel they've had adequate warning...
Basically, you have two choices. The first is to continue taking so much adderall that you will not live for much longer. The second is to stop and try and think about why you're actually doing this. Why are you doing this, Ryan? Hmm?
