These two do it for me hands down. I think they both perfectly capture that bitter-sweet experience of being in such a terrible situation but just not caring because you're so deep into the pleasure that you revel in the bad as much as you do in the good. Deep down, you crave the painful lows as much as you do the manic highs because you see it as paying the piper. It's not a good thing, but at that exact moment in time when you've found heaven on earth, it's far from being a bad thing. You think that your choices in life could've been better but they could've been far worse, because your consolation prize for living such a desperate, empty life is pleasure that straight people can't even imagine.