You

[mashead testing]

I feel so angry, upset and strange
I cant take this pain
praying I need this to go away
not knowing how to feel
Nothing has ever hit me so hard
striking through me with so much emotion
I cant even begin to explain
I want to destroy
But so much destruction has already been done
my heart fell apart and it hurts
I cant stand being so helpless
for someone I love
Tears still flowing
my love is showing
but im in pain
I just want you to be ok
If I feel you are sad
I am scared for you
You've been through so much im proud
but im so scared your hurting deep down
Im so scared your hurting and I cant help
all I want is the best for you
but you've got to be more careful
losing you would kill me
Even you feeling slightly unhappy hurts me
I cant take this, I love you too much
and I didnt realise just how much
till I could feel your pain
I want you, need you and I can feel you
your one of the only people who to me stays true
you'll always be a part of me
your friendship is more than I could ever imagine
Dont feel sad as im here
but do one thing for me
thats all I ever ask
take good care of yourself.

 

[the existential blues]

saying goodbye is never easy...
i liked how you wrote the anger in with the responsibility of having to let go...
good work

 

[TiggerLuvsX]

This one really touched me. It is the exact way I feel about my boyfriend who is in prison. Everyday gets a little easier, but I worry about him so much. I know he is scared, and like you said, I worry about him. Thank you for this!!