You were not really listening

[cherub]

I am sitting and thinking,
almost furious at your words

Those words make you so not know me
those words make things not so forgiving

I push people away
not much but enough for me to really wonder who you are
If pushing people away is speaking my mind
then good.
If good is expecting respect and not deicit by others around me
then good
If telling you i have had enough then good

I am sorry you never really looked at who i am or why
I am the way i am then you were not listening that night we talked
your really not as smart as you seem to slow off as your
greater assests, you fooled everyone for awhile but me

I am not even hateful at the thought
I am almost sad to think i was pulled in
That now i seem to have the upper hand
as you hung yourself that day

one nail in the coffin for you
light one more up
and wonder and surprise
as to why

One day I hope you figure it out
one day you understand what really happen
I can't be the one to make you realize
your too young and too naive of your own ways

 

[neverwas]

I am not even hateful at the thought
I am almost sad to think i was pulled in
That now i seem to have the upper hand
as you hung yourself that day

mmm...i got a mixed feeling from this whole peice. a lot of anger, hurt and frustration and also a sense of sadness and pain. i cant really put into words what i want to say cause i got such mixed emotions its hard to describe. but its a good peice and well written.

some things cant be said as to why people do what they do or even say what they say. i dont hate anyone if they lie or deceive or hurt me. life has its on way of doing what it pleases be it both good or bad. i just feel soooo dam sorry for them that they are the way they are.