mashead testing
Bluelighter
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- Mar 18, 2001
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Forever hanging on in the distance
takes a lot for me to move
I dont choose for it to be this way
for me to be so cold and alone
I regret to say I just dont know,
I live to say who does knows
no one ever makes the change
the day has ended
For I have so much luck
but I still dont think im lucky
cant touch this soul of mine
without feeling dirty
How I came to not be able to read
always changing not just how I percieve
you say I dont believe
im early, its not too late
Its never to late, is that I was told
but its never now or then just whenever
you took something from me
did I say took, I mean stole
Stole a heart or wish
a chance to move on from this
I always come back to where I came from
thinking ive been told the same thing all along
The same thing in which I once believed
this very same thing I lived for
but no one can take it away
no one can make that difference
People come and always go
no one stays long enough to really know
I give you a chance but no thinking
where is everyone to listen
Listening to the sadness broke me down
taking things from the happiness never lasted
all these thoughts just wasted
and who am I to be filled with this hatred
I like to be so different
a child with eyes so fucking innocent
a smile a warmth that feels so indecent
stop cheating my child
Work with people its all about history
you took a chance and you escaped
while all this time I feel my heads been raped
we know thats not all, wheres my innocence
You took it all in an instant
without a second of waiting
things will never be how they were
as the memories go round and round
Like the wheels on the bus,
so many memories but only one sticks
it doesnt falter as I fall
it doesnt forgive you
Have to escape, escaping
but no one is trying
you try my child, you try my son
but the pain has just begun
When no one knows
when no one listens
the end is near
I stand and take my position.
takes a lot for me to move
I dont choose for it to be this way
for me to be so cold and alone
I regret to say I just dont know,
I live to say who does knows
no one ever makes the change
the day has ended
For I have so much luck
but I still dont think im lucky
cant touch this soul of mine
without feeling dirty
How I came to not be able to read
always changing not just how I percieve
you say I dont believe
im early, its not too late
Its never to late, is that I was told
but its never now or then just whenever
you took something from me
did I say took, I mean stole
Stole a heart or wish
a chance to move on from this
I always come back to where I came from
thinking ive been told the same thing all along
The same thing in which I once believed
this very same thing I lived for
but no one can take it away
no one can make that difference
People come and always go
no one stays long enough to really know
I give you a chance but no thinking
where is everyone to listen
Listening to the sadness broke me down
taking things from the happiness never lasted
all these thoughts just wasted
and who am I to be filled with this hatred
I like to be so different
a child with eyes so fucking innocent
a smile a warmth that feels so indecent
stop cheating my child
Work with people its all about history
you took a chance and you escaped
while all this time I feel my heads been raped
we know thats not all, wheres my innocence
You took it all in an instant
without a second of waiting
things will never be how they were
as the memories go round and round
Like the wheels on the bus,
so many memories but only one sticks
it doesnt falter as I fall
it doesnt forgive you
Have to escape, escaping
but no one is trying
you try my child, you try my son
but the pain has just begun
When no one knows
when no one listens
the end is near
I stand and take my position.
