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I am on day 4 of staying away with my girlfriend's family. The Goddamn horror of being drug free and on best behaviour.
 
Haven't managed to get any sleep. Lots of buckfast and gonna have some 2cb and probs sniff some MD for the lingering amphetamine effects if nothing else.

Why is life so difficult.
 
Its got something to do with anti matter having a pushing away affect on matter when matter wants to cling together so there is more anti matter than matter so the universe keeps on expanding.
 
I dreamt I was in an arid desert trying to sleep, dry mouth, dry eyes, dry genitals - but a dry mouth kept kissing me, until I woke up parched to a dry mouth kissing mine.

Got to the bathroom, smoked half a spliff that was there, drank a bottle of water and went and went back to bed to that mouth for another hour. Just up now, coffee and an egg roll and back to the hammock.
 
Never mind Foobs, most things are only good because they don't last forever <3

Harking back to the weed conversation we were having the other day, I've just picked up a q (my first drug purchase of 2017) and it happens to be one of those lovely cirtrussy 'orange bud' type strains I was on about - first one I've happened across since the Police took all of the plants my friend had grown.

The day has already improved by 25% within half a spliff. I need the advantage now so when things inevitably go west on the domestic front I'm not rating my mood in minus figures.
 
I closed up early because I was only taking just over a tenner an hour but I didn't plan for this so now I am without weed.

Enjoy your q, stee, ye bawbag :p
 
Did two shots of meth throughout yesterday. A buddy shared. Now I am dry-tweaking, fiending and saying hi to the old guilt. I find if I use and don't stay up 2 days then it's not fulfilling. Which tells me now it's time to slow down if I want to keep the activity enjoyable.
 

Gee, talk about arid...
Anywho, been smoking again. Normal cigs too, some minty ones. Interesting how this habit never caught me, as i mildly enjoy a cig socially. But before xmas had a little stim session that included chainsmoking a pack furin 24h which left me with a sore throat. So it s strange that i returned to smoking a cig today, even more so since i am alone. Bit i can feel the heady mild rush even after a couple of puffs and it brings back good memories.
But im not buying a pack again. Even this one is bummed off a colleague
 
Splittimg headache started just as i was getting ready to go to sleep. 3fpm wore off but still tense and stimmed up a bit... now what? More drugs to kill the pain? Meh.

Maybe ill just watch bad tv to fall asleep
 
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