I have the login and password but I just don't get it. I really don't get people. I don't look like, think like or act like anyone I know or anyone around me. I am so angry with people using emotional weapons when they just don't understand.
I'm trying to force myself to engage with people but it really isn't working, I'm just too much of a loner and just too different. I am just so tired of doing this sandpaper dance when every single person I am in contact with has bitterly little in common with me.
I try and ignore it as much as possible but lately this really hasn't been my fucking planet, never has felt like it to be honest.
I don't want to be reclusive but I really really just need to feel comfortable *somewhere* and until that somewhere is my own skin I just cannot keep up with the repeat performance of the guy who sticks out like a sore thumb everywhere anymore.
At some point in sliding repeatedly down the cheese grater one has to notice that one's ass is raw and perhaps its not the best of ideas to keep doing it.
8)
I'm trying to force myself to engage with people but it really isn't working, I'm just too much of a loner and just too different. I am just so tired of doing this sandpaper dance when every single person I am in contact with has bitterly little in common with me.
I try and ignore it as much as possible but lately this really hasn't been my fucking planet, never has felt like it to be honest.
I don't want to be reclusive but I really really just need to feel comfortable *somewhere* and until that somewhere is my own skin I just cannot keep up with the repeat performance of the guy who sticks out like a sore thumb everywhere anymore.
At some point in sliding repeatedly down the cheese grater one has to notice that one's ass is raw and perhaps its not the best of ideas to keep doing it.
8)
