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You might be a junkie if...

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Reminds me of "you might be a junkie if..."

If taking opiates actually makes you MORE alert and motivated to do things, and when you are off opiates you'd rather do nothing at all besides lounge around and eat junk food.
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^ that's me. I'm fucked right now. WD.. no zz for me.
 
easyfrantic said:
Reminds me of "you might be a junkie if..."
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I made that thread to :P but the original one is either closed/full if i remember, and I wanted to direct this thread to more of the indicators of the transition from "habit/occasional use" to "problem/addiction"



^ that's me. I'm fucked right now. WD.. no zz for me.
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Damn that sucks, how bad do you have it? idk if i'm "preaching to the choir" when I say this, but just remember that lots of water + exercising like mad (your body won't want to, but if you force yourself, if you WILL yourself, you'd feel about 10x better after exercising a while) + one or two beers or a drink of hard liquor (but not more than a few, because you definitely dont want to have a hangover AND be withdrawing) will do you good, especially if you can eat some food with it...
Sorry i'm tweaked out of my mind right now and everything seems super interesting, and for some reason I just happen to be typing and more things to say keep popping up into my head but i keep forgetting previous good thoughts so i'm going off track and my messages are incomplete at the same time.
 
^^When you start making crazy-ass threads that are almost exactly the same as one that exists.. and go on a multi-sentence, long-ass paragraph of a rant explaining why it should be left, directed at the mods.. lol sorry i couldn;t help myself..

but seriously like wtf??

"Note to Mods: Please leave this thread open. I have been noticing more and more frequently that mods are closing topics and deleting posts for no particular reason at all - and if the mod does provide a reason it usually doesnt extend to anything more than a vague exploitation of a "rule" that was at one time a good rule, but has been stretched to accommodate for a mod's superiority complex, carried out with exercising their authority by closing any thread they see fit. From 10 years of internet experience, and being an active member at a wide variety of forums over those past 10 years, let me assure you that when mods develop a bad habit of constantly closing threads it does nothing but impede enjoyable communication and kill the forum... If there is some other reason, such as a shortage of bandwith (which I doubt) or some overwhelming and unanimous consensus that there is too many "spam" threads (and not just a consensus from the elitist members who feel as if they are defending their e-territory), then please notify me of this and I will be more than subordinate. However, if "spam" were truly the issue at hand here, then I would argue that this does not qualify as a "spam" thread, and violates no terms of service, and as far as I can tell there is not a similar thread. However, it seems to me that there is no other logical reason for you to close this thread, other than soothing your narcissism (which is not a bad thing, soothing your narcissism is a healthy practice, but there certainly must be more beneficial places to soothe it than right here and right now). If you truly wish to develop such strict rules and guidelines for posting at this forum, and only allowing a handful of threads to stay open that serve as a database for posts which never get responded to, then what is the point of conversing at all? Would it not be better to just design a bunch of automated programs that talk to each other and are designed to follow any and all forum rules, and replace the human involvement on forums altogether?
If your concern is the health and maintenance of bluelight, please, stop closing threads. I know far too many forums that end up rolling over and dying due to over-moderation, and bluelight appears to be heading down that path.
I know it can be an exhilarating and satisfying rush to execute the whole of your narcissistic persona in one clean swing of your authoritative executioner's axe, and I wholeheartedly promote such behavior! But to get the best kick out of such an endeavor, I wish to help you out with a tip - if you constantly follow through with such displays of power, then people cease to take your seriously as a figure of authority - the best way to figuratively 'grab them by the balls' is to reserve your "power", and display it only at the most opportune moment. This way, your display will be fine-touched with a silver lining of clarity when people observe your performance. Practicing moderation of your desire to display power is a key aspect in earning the respect of those in your jurisdiction; It's all good buddy you have earned my respect, and I simply wish to help you earn the respect of other peers.
-Thanks "

nice one guy..
 
A habit is a problem is addiction. They are all the same. There is no way to rate the severity of addition. Addiction is addiction. It helps if you stop trying to reason it away or justify part of your addiction as a 'habit' or 'ok for now if it doesn't go beyond this'. Just speaking from my life's experience.

Also, the addiction starts a long, long time before you even begin to question what you are doing and wonder if you might have a problem.
 
Spunkyskunk, This been covered extensively in here, and in the dark side, which is where your question belongs if you are lookin for advice on your own use. Im mergin with u might be a junkie if...Its up to you if you want to go ask the serious question in TDS.

Regardless of your note, you clearly lack the ability to read the other threads that are on the front page. Your thread posts 'humorous' and light hearted, and not so light hearted, signs that you are falling into addiction. the "You might be a junkie if" thread, does the exact same thing. There is no difference, wat so ever, at all between those 2 threads. Closing your thread aint a power trip, or censoring, or watever you think it is only because you asked for it not to be closed in your OP. You made a completely unoriginal thread just because you wanted to be the one to start it when there was a perfectly good thread that is right there like 10 posts down that already got lots of replies.

I am sorry if you feel like its a narcissistic power trip. I feel bad if you think thats true, cuz feeling persecuted by a internet moderator/s is a tough cross to bear. Im sure the simple fact that your thread got edited or moved in any way is me "prooving" that your theory is true and all, so sorry for fufilling your prophecy, but come on man. merging threads that ask the exact same thing aint power tripping. Its doing wat a moderator is supposed to do which is keepin the forum clean, un cluttered, and easy to navigate and find the threads you are lookin for. we dont get paid for it, it aint this super fun mental power game, IDK about everyone else but the reason I do it is because i was asked to, and since DC was the first forum I ever really enjoyed postin in and felt at home in on BL I wanted to give somethin back by using my time keepin the forum running.

Thats all. Trust me, sometimes I feel like I would much rather not be sittin, goin over the same 10 general thread topics that get posted every day, with one word changed so the OP thinks its a totally new thread and needs to exist, and then reposts it when it gets closed the first time, then spams the forum with I HAET DC MODS PRRICKS!! and threaads like that. n of course the everyday searchin, merging, and closing shit, and gettin hate mail PM's from people who got irrational amounts of anger for me when they only kno me cuz i closed their thread, which was the first post they ever made on the site and just happened to ask "Does anybody on here want to AIM me, I need a dope connect, plz help!" Or somethin stupidly obvious rule breaking like that. But i do it anyways cuz I like to help out and do somethin slightly useful for once ;).

So please dont take it to heart, you dont always kno wats going on behind the scenes or why things go they way they do, and formin your assumptions on the small amount of wat you do see is like only seein the tip of the iceberg, you dont really kno the reasons for shit and if you want a explanation you could PM me or any other mod and get answers, but just makin your conclusions from a little here and a little there, you really aint gettin the full picture of wats goin on, and it causes strange symptoms like thinkin the moderator staff is a evil freedom hating post censoring machine that closes threads for no reason at all other than cuz it causes spontaneous orgasms. (---Note: for the record , it dont. ;) )

peace
lacey

If you got any problems or questions please PM a mod or our DC admin phrozen if you feel like you cant talk to any of us for watever reason, but not here, ight? thats all im askin. :)
 
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you might be a junkie if....

man, this is the greatest thread ever. i laughed out loud many times, though sometimes it was just because i was embarrassed that i related so well.... a few contributions (all true stories):

-you've broken more than one cell phone after your dude told you "not tonight."
-you're a male and you buy concealer.
-you call your buddy and have them bring coke to your workplace because you need it to stay awake.
-you only get 2mg of morphine every four hours after suffering a skull fracture, degloving injury of the hand with two fractured metacarpals and three severed tendons because they saw your track marks. (true story. eventually got them to add 10mg of methadone three times a day. fucking nightmare) :X
-none of your best friends trust you with money or drugs. :\
-you don't go to parties because you might run into someone you owe money.
-you will risk being spotted by someone you owe if there is a good chance of finding pills in the medicine cabinet of the party house.
-you learned how to pick locks because your parents started locking up their pills. (youtube ftw)
-you steal points from your doctor because you refuse to spend $1.50 buying them.
-you've spent the $2 bills you'd had since childhood. (and half-dollars, and dollar coins...)
-all of your belts have bite marks on them.
-you always wear a belt when you leave your house, even when the pants don't require them.
-you only get giftcards on holidays, because your family won't give you cash.
-you only use those giftcards to buy things pawnable for the maximum amount of money.
-you know when other people's prescriptions get filled.
-you've made eye contact with someone outside your car while shooting up driving or on the street and you didn't stop.
-you dream about ridiculous scenarios in which you get free dope and wake up devastated.
-you start every day by running to the bathroom because you wanted a nightcap and didn't save anything for the morning.
-you've pulled a balloon out of a mcdonald's toilet and shot it up.
-you've ever gotten in trouble for having a spike behind your ear.
-you nod off in the police car after getting arrested and clasp your hands in your lap so the cop thinks you're praying and doesn't keep waking you up. (hehe)
-you have your own sharps container.
-your dealer asks you to shoot him up.
 
LOL yo, so tru, all of them. Great post :D I hate to say those hit a lil too close to home for me as well
 
the belt/bite mark thing -on the money! maybe i missed it but has anyone mentioned cigarette burns on every piece of clothing AND your bedding AND your car seat AND your bathroom vanity ANd kichen table/counter
 
me too lacey.. its like he read my mind..

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-you've broken more than one cell phone after your dude told you "not tonight."
-you're a male and you buy concealer.
-you call your buddy and have them bring coke to your workplace because you need it to stay awake.
-you only get 2mg of morphine every four hours after suffering a skull fracture, degloving injury of the hand with two fractured metacarpals and three severed tendons because they saw your track marks. (true story. eventually got them to add 10mg of methadone three times a day. fucking nightmare)
-none of your best friends trust you with money or drugs.
-you don't go to parties because you might run into someone you owe money.
-you will risk being spotted by someone you owe if there is a good chance of finding pills in the medicine cabinet of the party house.
-you learned how to pick locks because your parents started locking up their pills. (youtube ftw)
-you steal points from your doctor because you refuse to spend $1.50 buying them.
-you've spent the $2 bills you'd had since childhood. (and half-dollars, and dollar coins...)
-all of your belts have bite marks on them.
-you always wear a belt when you leave your house, even when the pants don't require them.
-you only get giftcards on holidays, because your family won't give you cash.
-you only use those giftcards to buy things pawnable for the maximum amount of money.
-you know when other people's prescriptions get filled.
-you've made eye contact with someone outside your car while shooting up driving or on the street and you didn't stop.
-you dream about ridiculous scenarios in which you get free dope and wake up devastated.
-you start every day by running to the bathroom because you wanted a nightcap and didn't save anything for the morning.
-you've pulled a balloon out of a mcdonald's toilet and shot it up.
-you've ever gotten in trouble for having a spike behind your ear.
-you nod off in the police car after getting arrested and clasp your hands in your lap so the cop thinks you're praying and doesn't keep waking you up. (hehe)
-you have your own sharps container.
-your dealer asks you to shoot him up. "

GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!@
 
... you've devised a way to safely house a syringe with 20 units in it inside your shoe.

... your friends who don't use bought 2 large worth of H and they gave you a free gram, and then you woke up.
 
... you get a script of 30 perc 10's - eat 29 of them in a day - give your girlfriend 1 - she pukes and you dont.

... you just spent the past hour on career builder looking for a job in chicago, baltimore and new jerz cause your dope man in tampa just got pinched.

... reading this post has made you text a guy for oc's - even though its 10:00am and you're at work.

... your parents have walked in on you shooting up so many times that they dont get mad anymore. they just say "for christ sakes, finish up and come down to dinner"

... you've accidentally walked out of your house w/ a rig tucked behind your ear on more than one occassion.
 
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- You don't visit your family because you fear an intervention.

- you do drugs in the bathroom of the pharmacy while your waiting for more drugs.

- you have 100 hiding spots for drugs in your house and can remember each one yet cannot remember the last time you ate something.

- a house full of narcotics and a glock under your bed seem normal to you.
 
If you feel no remorse stealing pill bottles from relatives and old women.

If you make and spend hundreds of dollars a day

If you jack off repeatedly just to stop the cravings

If you get a surge of adrenaline when you have access to a medicine cabinet you've never checked before

then you might have a problem O.o

:D

b-rad t said:
... you get a script of 30 perc 10's - eat 29 of them in a day - give your girlfriend 1 - she pukes and you dont.
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I lol'd
 
When you're flat broke all the time

When you're in the process of selling your car for drug money

When once you get money in your hands it is gone within an hour and into your arm
 
When your hair dryer still has your name tag on it from your first trip to rehab and you don't bother taking it off because you know you'll need it on there soon enough again.
 
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