BlueHues
Bluelighter
I don't know man....I'm a dope fiend from way back, but 5 absolutely gorgeous girls with bubble asses that knew how to suck a dick, at my service 24/7....mmmm......IDK.....I'm not doin dope right now, so I'm seeing it differently....I've had times in thde midst of dope habits that I've had very doable girls basically just come out and say that they wanted to fuck and I just didnt care!
I dont usually go out and socialize with anyone not using H when I'm doing it....I play music, and most musicians are into something, but its usually weed or alcohol, maybe a few pills....there's not a lot of active junkies I run into these days....
I guess, with women that act interested when I'm on dope....I just can't believe they dont sense something is wrong with me! I mean....not that I have low self-esteem, but when you're whole life is this elaborate charade, which is what it becomes for me on heroin.....most people, whether they know youre a "junkie" or not, know that something is up!....I had a girl start rubbing my thigh and reach up and start to undo my belt, and I was like "What are you doing?!"....This was clearly gonna be a no-questions-asked blowjob! What guy thats not gay or on smack would turn that down?!
Im drunk and rambling....
I dont usually go out and socialize with anyone not using H when I'm doing it....I play music, and most musicians are into something, but its usually weed or alcohol, maybe a few pills....there's not a lot of active junkies I run into these days....
I guess, with women that act interested when I'm on dope....I just can't believe they dont sense something is wrong with me! I mean....not that I have low self-esteem, but when you're whole life is this elaborate charade, which is what it becomes for me on heroin.....most people, whether they know youre a "junkie" or not, know that something is up!....I had a girl start rubbing my thigh and reach up and start to undo my belt, and I was like "What are you doing?!"....This was clearly gonna be a no-questions-asked blowjob! What guy thats not gay or on smack would turn that down?!
Im drunk and rambling....