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You Might Be A Junkie If... v. Oops, I nodded with the needle still in.

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I don't do H anymore.. About a year and a half clean.. I've only relapsed once for a 2 day period when my old connect got out... I mean c'mon dude was throwing it at me for like 75% off..

Might be a junkie if you have to buy or beg for a piece of a suboxone to pass your UDS at the sub docs because you had your script already sold a week in advance

Might be a junkie if you are so high you don't feel being stabbed thru your fucking bicep

Might be a junkie if you don't trust not one of your riding partners or friends with a fucking thing

Might be a junkie if you were parked down the street from your connects house since 2 a.m just waiting for a sign of being awake

Might be a junkie if you buy H you know is garbage but you can't wait 2 hours for your good connect to come thru

Might be a junkie if you've constructed a Frankenstein rig out of 3-4 old/broken rigs because the pharm said I looked on the verge of death and refused service

Might be a junkie if when they hit u with fetanyl to put you in twlight sleep it just makes you smile :)

Might be a junkie if you still copped from a guy u owe $ too and give his "nephew" a ride home even tho u know he's gonna try ND rob you on pay day


Might be a junkie if you go from perfect teeth 6'4 255 peak shape.. To needing dentures.. Terrible record.. Sloppy weight.. In less than 9 months.... I'm okay now

Might be a junkie if you rob your own family who deals and acts like its their fault at Christmas.. Lmfao

Might be a junkie if you have threatened middlemens children because the H wasent up to your standards.... Yeah I had alot of issues with the 8th step.. ��
 
Might be a junkie if everyone at work automatically says he's in the back can he call you back to cover fornu when ur wife calls. Lol
 
You might be a junkie if you go to the "bathroom" every other hour to take "a huge shit" for at least 20 minutes

... You think of everything in 10$ incriments

... You're jealous of other people's veins

... You can tell the nurse where to draw blood from

... You know more about opiated than your doctor
 
If your mucous contains oxy after snortation you eat it as in if you blow your nose and you see oxy you eat it. You spend practically all your cash on opi8s. they are all you care about, followed by benzos, then weed, money and then all the rest.
 
You just spent the past two days poking yourself around 200-300 times, using 70 butterflies and 2 dozen needles in the process, before spending 12h cleaning blood from your apartment doors, floor and walls, after which you searched the trash for all the needles and filters to scrape the remaining substance from them (drugs were flushed as a self protective measurement rofl), only to continue poking holes into yourself for some more time, until you eventually realize 2 days have passed, you already had a thrombosis to begin with which is why you are on Rivaroxaban (very strong anticoagulant) and ASS after all.

If you didn't even have a single smoke during these two days or typed a single letter into your keyboard because you were busy poking the shit out of that body, then yeah, you're probably a nogood lowlife junkey who apparently doesn't give a flying fuck about the people who love and care about him, not as much as about that moment of anticipation when you've hit that spring of black gold.


How the fuck could I get here 6 months after starting to use needles? How is that possible, 17 years of more or less responsible drug until along came the needle and turned me into a compulsive self mutilating drinker or blood. I did use needles before those 6 months, but never stashed a supply consisting of 100s of 200nm, butterflies and syringes, preferably 10ml for those big hits that cover the entire place in white light and make youre breathe feel cold as ice.

Once again dumped all my stuff, seriously - fuck that shit. No offense to those of you who dedicate their lives to this, but I still have a glimpse of hope to shake off this fixation. I can't walk by any person without imagining a needle slide into their veins.
 
crOOk said:
You just spent the past two days poking yourself around 200-300 times, using 70 butterflies and 2 dozen needles in the process, before spending 12h cleaning blood from your apartment doors, floor and walls, after which you searched the trash for all the needles and filters to scrape the remaining substance from them (drugs were flushed as a self protective measurement rofl), only to continue poking holes into yourself for some more time, until you eventually realize 2 days have passed, you already had a thrombosis to begin with which is why you are on Rivaroxaban (very strong anticoagulant) and ASS after all.

If you didn't even have a single smoke during these two days or typed a single letter into your keyboard because you were busy poking the shit out of that body, then yeah, you're probably a nogood lowlife junkey who apparently doesn't give a flying fuck about the people who love and care about him, not as much as about that moment of anticipation when you've hit that spring of black gold.


How the fuck could I get here 6 months after starting to use needles? How is that possible, 17 years of more or less responsible drug until along came the needle and turned me into a compulsive self mutilating drinker or blood. I did use needles before those 6 months, but never stashed a supply consisting of 100s of 200nm, butterflies and syringes, preferably 10ml for those big hits that cover the entire place in white light and make youre breathe feel cold as ice.

Once again dumped all my stuff, seriously - fuck that shit. No offense to those of you who dedicate their lives to this, but I still have a glimpse of hope to shake off this fixation. I can't walk by any person without imagining a needle slide into their veins.
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Shit will fuck you up.
there's a reason we all seriously recommend against it but can't shut up about how it is.

It's all about self control and unfortunately it's usually lacking until the drugs dissappear...

You might be a junkie if crooks post kinda makes you(me) want to bang some k fresh out the vial :\

That being said fuck any where close to that many attempts to hit and I only use insulin rigs. 31 g 5/16th.
seriously tho who doesn't enjoy a good iv binge?
 
If you get all fucked up and flush your last gramodope (I'm done wit this shittt!) then phone your dealer furiously at 5am when you wake up sick. Then realize you stashed another balloon in the rafters for occasions like this. And this is all a biweekly occurrence.
 
mostly-human said:
10ml ?? What are you injecting? Just curious!
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Yes 10ml syringes in which I can fit up to 12ml. With 3F-Phenmetrazine I go as low as 35mg/ml and adjust it to physiological osmolarity with NaCl, so that's close to 400mg per shot. I might have a tolerance due to the bupropion I'm prescribed @ 300mg/d. In a sitting I went through 6g (might've been 5 or 7) which comes out as roughly 150ml lol. I got a superficial thrombophlebitis and a DVT shortly (upper extremity) after using a higher concentration of 150mg in 2ml water with the solution having a phyiological osmolarity that way, but still being very noxious.
 
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