You Can't Quit Me Baby

I was talking to a fellow Bluelighter on the phone tonight and we had kind of an interesting conversation.

It was about Heroin and how fucking difficult it is to even fathom quitting. How heroin is the best and worst things in our lives. How the only thing we look forward to in a dreary week are the moments we get to use Heroin.

It's so fucking difficult to fathom a life without opiates. A life without drugs. My Bluelighter friend took so many of the words out of my mouth.

My life sucks as it is -- so why would I want to stop using heroin? It takes my pain away -- albeit temporarily. But some relief is better than no relief. Heroin is like an abusive lover who we keep making excuses for.

I fucking love heroin and I want to do as much of it as possible.

Fuck.

 

I echo those exact thoughts that fellow bluelighter sure knows what he's talking about...I bet he's a really cool guy

Heroin really is that mistress that you go out of your way to sneak around with behind your girlfriends back. She's amazing at first but after awhile it just becomes a hassle but your addicted to her even though she's starting to fuck your life up. Despite all that she's still the only thing that you can think about all the time.