you can be my *moment*

[E-girl]

i dont have anything to give you
that some girl before me hasn't tried to awe you with
i cant cook you some gourmet meal;
my talents are limited to frozen items and desserts,
and even then, i cant promise you anything.
i'm not the prettiest girl in the world,
but i still spend hours primping myself
just to get a second glance from you.
i dont think there is anything about me that is great enough for you to remember...
but i still hope you will remember me,
when october comes, and i am just a memory.
you give me a reason to glitter and shine
you get some of the only real not-pretend smiles out of me,
and if i know you're coming over at 1 in the morning,
i still make sure my makeup is perfect,
and my hair is brushed extra soft so you can run your hands through it,
like i know you like to.
you can have anything you want from me...
and i would never turn you down.
i would let myself be whatever you wanted,
just to be yours
i would never expect things from you,
or hold you to standards...
i just want you to give yourself to me
.be my moment.
you can have my favorite side of the bed,
and if you dont want to watch girly movies,
i wont make you...
but yet you are here with me watching them anyway...
and you know that i hate to sleep with socks on,
and you know that i cant sleep with jewelry on
and you dont mind covering up my toes every couple minutes
when they slip out from under the covers...
you know i like when you kiss my forehead in the morning
and that my favorite dog has to sleep on the bed between us,
so you always save a spot for him.
i love that you carry me everywhere,
and that at work you garnish my hair with daisies
or feed me chocolate covered strawberries from the bar
in-between making drinks
i love the shy way you ask me to hang out with you
and the way you always want my day to be better than yours...
you are perfect to me.
you understand me in ways a lot of people dont. you are ok with anything i do,
from coloring in coloring books, to dancing naked in my room
you make me feel like i'm the only girl in the room with you
and its sweet to hear your voice on the phone
right before i fall asleep,
wishing me sweet dreams
dont go away.
stay and watch one more girly movie
wake up with me to one more breakfast in bed
stick around for one last chocolate covered strawberry...
let me color just one more picture for your fridge.
i can be whatever you want
but not from thousands of miles away.
i can learn to cook you gourmet..
i can make my hair softer..
i can be your girl,
and you can be my moment...
that one moment i have in my life
where i realize i dont want anything more,
and its not a heartbreak away from
flying away from me.

 

[Dagny]

I call it 'having a bubble day'. Where you swear there is this bubble around you and you can see out, but no one around has any idea what's going on in your head. Hell, you're not even sure what's going on in your head but it's so surreal. I LOVE that.
You sound.. mesmerized. Nice to be back, isn't it? Enjoy it sweets, you've earned it, and you deserve it! Smile as much as you can, laugh as often as possible, and for goodness sake: don't ever stop dancing in your room. That's the best part.

 

[harraser]

Beautiful as always darling I wish I had more to say but Im feeling so.....strangely content just from reading your work that theres really nothing remotely profound going through my head, just a peaceful happiness from all the beautiful moments you described. Ive said it before darls, but a lot can change in a few months, maybe the situation will change for you *hugs* good luck. love ant

 

[x eNiGmA kiD x]

this piece was so pretty! soooo cozy. It felt so warm in my heart... I felt like I was reading a page from a love story, a fairy-tale that came to life... I don't know you... but I'm happy for you, I don't know how to explain it...
I was going to quote a couple of things, then I noticed I'd quote the whole thing. from the taking your time to get all dolled up to the coloring books! this made my day... you just don't know.

 

[DaynaInTheSun]

I always love to read your work, but this one really hit home for me this morning. I'll be printing and quoting this one for my diary, thanks SO MUCH for sharing all your perfect words!!!
-Day

 

[Angelight]

extremely wonderful like always.

 

[someone]

that was probably one of the best writes, i have read in some time.... very touching

 

[Mellabopper]

sweetie, this was amazing. i think i know where you're coming from on this one.
::hugs::
Mella

 

[rm-rf]

this made me feel like i was like 6 years old yo that was sweet