Gomez_Addams
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Hey all. Just got here through a web search on the topic of using tadalafil w/ MDMA and found Brian Oblivion / Invalid Username's excellent FAQ post. (I had already researched - to the limited extent possible, using sildenafil + MDMA many years ago)
I'm a techie-sort, no particular career path (jack of all trades), just entering middle age (with no grace whatsoever), and apparently I love parentheses. I suck at intro posts and biographies, I never know what to put in or what to leave out. I've led entirely too interesting a life for my age, enough that strangers who hear stories about or from me sometimes think I'm a really bad bull-shitter -- that is, until they meet someone else who was there when "it happened", heh-heh. I've slowed down a lot in the last decade or so tho.
I am a rabid body-ownership zealot and believe in taking charge of my own health. Doctors are fine, but they're no more infallible than any other profession, so you owe it to yourself to double-check what they tell you. I'm also a big fan of so-called "alternative" medicine modalities such as Traditional Chinese Medicine, where it's appropriate. I mention this stuff by way of partially explaining why I'm "drug positive".
I'm a registered MMJ user in Colorado, a registered Libertarian (although increasingly leaning toward Anarchy as my disgust with all forms of governance increases with age). I'm not super-political other than really researching who I vote for.
Like most substance aficionados, I first used pot, some time around 1979 or so. Since then I've experimented at least once with plain old-fashioned military-issue amphetamine, LSD-25, LSA, MDMA, MDA, Ketamine, simple meth, GHB, 2CT7, and uh, probably some chemicals I can't recall off-hand due to having insomnia for the last three days (and no, not due to using anything). I don't seem to have "the addiction gene" (if indeed there is such a thing) as I've never developed a dependency on anything, although I've had to stop using one or two things once or twice when I started developing habits. Fortunately, once recognized or pointed out, I've never had trouble halting my use of whatever immediately.
I miss rolling and tripping a lot, but I refuse to do either when my life isn't going well. I've never had a bad trip and I don't intend to start. "Mind-set and setting"!
I am much less free to use some things I'd like to use (for the immediate future) because a couple of months ago I went on a prescription mood stabilizer while I get my mental and emotional feet back under me (after four years of ridiculously unlikely and heinous misfortunes, family deaths, family troubles, car-jackings, a record-setting hoarding house, job losses, illnesses -- you wouldn't believe me if I laid it all out for you, it's been like a f_cking soap-opera) but I hope to go off it again in the next 6 - 12 mo. It's doing the job it's meant to do, but I don't like it, and I don't like being dependent on _anything_, doctor-approved or not.
Also, I type at some insane speed and I talk / type too much. And I'm very, very bad at diplomacy, have a short temper, probably have Asperger Syndrome, am badly OCD and ADD and have a shitty memory despite supposedly being smart. On the plus side, my crap memory hasn't gotten any _worse_ with my drastically increased weed use (during the past year) for various ailments. I can be hard to like online, but somehow I seem to gather a lot of close friends / adopted family in meatspace. I expect I'll even run into someone I know here.
Oh yeah - I'm pretty open with my life for the most part, sometimes to the point of over-sharing.
And I took so long to write this I was logged out by the time I hit the post button. :/
Hi! I'm Gomez.
I'm a techie-sort, no particular career path (jack of all trades), just entering middle age (with no grace whatsoever), and apparently I love parentheses. I suck at intro posts and biographies, I never know what to put in or what to leave out. I've led entirely too interesting a life for my age, enough that strangers who hear stories about or from me sometimes think I'm a really bad bull-shitter -- that is, until they meet someone else who was there when "it happened", heh-heh. I've slowed down a lot in the last decade or so tho.
I am a rabid body-ownership zealot and believe in taking charge of my own health. Doctors are fine, but they're no more infallible than any other profession, so you owe it to yourself to double-check what they tell you. I'm also a big fan of so-called "alternative" medicine modalities such as Traditional Chinese Medicine, where it's appropriate. I mention this stuff by way of partially explaining why I'm "drug positive".
I'm a registered MMJ user in Colorado, a registered Libertarian (although increasingly leaning toward Anarchy as my disgust with all forms of governance increases with age). I'm not super-political other than really researching who I vote for.
Like most substance aficionados, I first used pot, some time around 1979 or so. Since then I've experimented at least once with plain old-fashioned military-issue amphetamine, LSD-25, LSA, MDMA, MDA, Ketamine, simple meth, GHB, 2CT7, and uh, probably some chemicals I can't recall off-hand due to having insomnia for the last three days (and no, not due to using anything). I don't seem to have "the addiction gene" (if indeed there is such a thing) as I've never developed a dependency on anything, although I've had to stop using one or two things once or twice when I started developing habits. Fortunately, once recognized or pointed out, I've never had trouble halting my use of whatever immediately.
I miss rolling and tripping a lot, but I refuse to do either when my life isn't going well. I've never had a bad trip and I don't intend to start. "Mind-set and setting"!
I am much less free to use some things I'd like to use (for the immediate future) because a couple of months ago I went on a prescription mood stabilizer while I get my mental and emotional feet back under me (after four years of ridiculously unlikely and heinous misfortunes, family deaths, family troubles, car-jackings, a record-setting hoarding house, job losses, illnesses -- you wouldn't believe me if I laid it all out for you, it's been like a f_cking soap-opera) but I hope to go off it again in the next 6 - 12 mo. It's doing the job it's meant to do, but I don't like it, and I don't like being dependent on _anything_, doctor-approved or not.
Also, I type at some insane speed and I talk / type too much. And I'm very, very bad at diplomacy, have a short temper, probably have Asperger Syndrome, am badly OCD and ADD and have a shitty memory despite supposedly being smart. On the plus side, my crap memory hasn't gotten any _worse_ with my drastically increased weed use (during the past year) for various ailments. I can be hard to like online, but somehow I seem to gather a lot of close friends / adopted family in meatspace. I expect I'll even run into someone I know here.
Oh yeah - I'm pretty open with my life for the most part, sometimes to the point of over-sharing.
And I took so long to write this I was logged out by the time I hit the post button. :/
Hi! I'm Gomez.
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Feel free to check out cannabis discussion, we have some pretty nice discussions going on about medicinal use of marijuana that you might be interested in. Also reading your bio, you might find an interest in The Dark Side or psychedelic discussion. I thoroughly enjoy both 
