....yes that is what i tried to do, found a website, looked clearly dodgy as fuck but what the hell if i can't get it over here i'll fucking buy it online and this was the only site that came up....should have had alarm bells ring with the questionable use of the english language and the fact that they sold MDMA (apparently....its for treating ADHD y'know....according to them...$15 a tablet and in packs of 40....obviously i did not add them to cart and glossed over this big red flag)....i added 80 adderral to cart....i was going to add double that but figured i'd wait to make sure i received them first....the total came to $380. and there was the option to pay by card, so i did...checked my emails, order on hold waiting for payment....i begin to feel apprehensive....they then e-mail saying they can't take card payments and tell me to pay western union....so then i have to cancel my card as obviously they have my details, they are based in the punjab in pakistan and i should imagine the sale of ones card details over there would be lucrative business.....this also results in me having to travel to my bank today to show them ID to stop the hold put onto my account.....i ordered a taxi last night for 11:30 this morning, my daughter comes with me, as does my Mum, my son had plans with his girlfriend to meet some bi-sexual 'friend' of theirs for the first time......i know, sounds dodgy but he did clear this up with me....it turns out not to be as dodgy as it sounds.
......so no fucking adderral....my kids dad is coming down today and my daughter told him over the phone this morning what we had planned...ie going to bank so i can still access my account.....this info waves a red flag for him....i tell him its coz i had to stop my card yesterday to make sure a payment wasn't taken......'payment for what? your drugs?'.....he knows...i tell him about trying to buy adderral....i tell my Mum about trying to buy adderral....i tell her in the taxi on the way....i tell her i had looked up adderral and found that it doesnt get prescribed as its a controlled substance and i'd probably be able to get a prescription for cannabis before i could get a prescription for adderral, i tell her because its an amphetamine.....Mum does not know what this means.....i tell her its a medicinal form of the street drug 'Speed'...which Mum probably still didn't understand......thing is my kids dad could probably get me speed....i used to buy it off a mate of his when i lived with him...obviously without his knowledge......i know that he wouldn't do that for me though....
.....my Dad phoned yesterday, still no joy buying anything online for me but one of his daughters over there has a friend who works for some company that has something to do with chemical manufacturing so apparently she's going to ask them.....really the dad in spain option looks pretty fucked....its all looking pretty fucked...oh well...next week after the undoubtedly fucked up waste of time session with my therapist on monday......i shall have some mimosa snowballs in my freezer to come home to scape out and smoke ....i shall start off the procedure on sunday...or perhaps tomorrow after ....oh....silly me...tomorrow is sunday...so yeah..that
shit on the sidewalk and fuck the fairies
......so no fucking adderral....my kids dad is coming down today and my daughter told him over the phone this morning what we had planned...ie going to bank so i can still access my account.....this info waves a red flag for him....i tell him its coz i had to stop my card yesterday to make sure a payment wasn't taken......'payment for what? your drugs?'.....he knows...i tell him about trying to buy adderral....i tell my Mum about trying to buy adderral....i tell her in the taxi on the way....i tell her i had looked up adderral and found that it doesnt get prescribed as its a controlled substance and i'd probably be able to get a prescription for cannabis before i could get a prescription for adderral, i tell her because its an amphetamine.....Mum does not know what this means.....i tell her its a medicinal form of the street drug 'Speed'...which Mum probably still didn't understand......thing is my kids dad could probably get me speed....i used to buy it off a mate of his when i lived with him...obviously without his knowledge......i know that he wouldn't do that for me though....
.....my Dad phoned yesterday, still no joy buying anything online for me but one of his daughters over there has a friend who works for some company that has something to do with chemical manufacturing so apparently she's going to ask them.....really the dad in spain option looks pretty fucked....its all looking pretty fucked...oh well...next week after the undoubtedly fucked up waste of time session with my therapist on monday......i shall have some mimosa snowballs in my freezer to come home to scape out and smoke ....i shall start off the procedure on sunday...or perhaps tomorrow after ....oh....silly me...tomorrow is sunday...so yeah..that
shit on the sidewalk and fuck the fairies