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[Smarty pants]

I am female, early 40s, and i have ingested any varieties of drugs and as much as i could even get my hands on as long as i can recall. Started sneaking beers at 8 and the rest is history. Just joining this group because i have a very specific question regaurding crystal meth and sexuality. I've read through tons of threads (for 2 years!) before finding courage to join and just ask myself. I've gotten a lot of extremely helpful information but not quite exactly what I'm looking to understand and learn about. So, where and how do i ask this burning question i have? Will my lust for knowledge of this topic ever be fulfilled? Not that it should matter, but since this is a "getting to know "you thing (least i think it is) here's a bit about me. I live in US near chicago. I'm Caucasian, of German and Norwegian decent. I have brown hair that's very thick and long and wavy. People like that i am told. I have blue eyes which I'm also told people like. I'm 5' 9" tall and weigh 165 lbs. I have tattoos, my favorites are the "bad ones" ( jailhouse style) i have several diagnosed mental illnesses and also a form of high functioning autism refered to as "asperger syndrome". I'm a self taught artist by trade. I work from a home studio and am doing well enough financially with just my art sales that i hope to never have a "boss" again. I have art in 5 countries outside the US. Ok that's enough about me. Look forward to learning from all of you and also sharing the things I've learned from my decades of glutonously gobbling up as much substances as possible. Altering my state of consciousness is my favorite hobby. Cheers new pals.