yeah ok

so fuck it if someone recognizes me.

i've been doing speed for 11 years. i love it. i have no desire to quit. i'm lonely as hell. i have one best friend and it's complicated to say the least. why does everyone treat me different when i tell them? i am an honest person, i don't steal, i have a job, i have a good heart. aren't there others like me, in my area? i guess not. fuck it.

 

Yeah, there will always be that stigma attached to what many people call hard drug use. The stereotype of an 'addict' is quite negative so we are looked at in a certain way.

I'm guessing that there are many like you in your area. Most likely, a great many. Most hide their drug use or confine themselves to a select group and lifestyle.

Have you recently just moved to a new area?

 

no.... i was born in another country but have been living here for the past 17 years. i have one best friend but it's a toxic relationship. i tend to hang out with people i'm attracted to and i'm not attracted to most ppl to begin with so it makes it that much harder. plus, the stereotypes are there for a reason a lot of the time. since i've been doing it so long, i guess i'm lucky that i'm only finding this out now.