Ok, finally got the account working again. I shall try not to post on here drunk and stoned again....well, okay...at least not change a password lmfao
Well, on me. Still unmedicated and untreated for what, since July? So, 2 almost 3mos. Emotional wreck some days, happy as shit others. Today was explosion day. My girlfriend took something the wrong way after waking up on the wrong side of my bed apparently. We have been arguing all day, well up until about 4pm. We're good now. I hate when we fight because it's over shit we both know but are too stubborn to agree upon right away. We both have trust issues and I wish we both could get over it. We're so right for each other, she is SO wonderful
We're both stubborn, heck we're so much alike its scary at times.
She loves me so much, and I need to trust in that. We want to move in together but both agree to wait till summer comes back before rushing into anything, though lately it seems that we'd be better off just living together away from this fucking place - another story for another post.
She really thinks she's gonna be the one to ask, haha, I think not.
She's in denial about my place not being OUR place....kinda like the saying I love you thing. She's been here for 2 weeks straight, been home from 345pm until 1hr ago (well still there) and she already is coming back for the night.
Been looking at houses for a little while but we cant even move out of here until October 2012 anyhow, so no rush on looking really. Oh and I have been saving some money aside for a couple months with no one knowing and will be for awhile. My balls are huge and golden, I am my father's daughter after all. It's okay though, she can keep thinking she's gonna be the one to ask..... well okay, she was the one to ask first....then chickened out. No worries though, no rush when you have forever.
I've fallen off my "wagon" but not like last time. I'm drinking and getting high again but no self harm, no PV, no stupid shit at all. Just weed and vodka and yes some cheap highs from DXM and Benadryl. Oh well, I'm maintaining my weight at 139Lbs and still have lots of appitite, no side effects that I notice yet. My balance and memory are great and my moods are good as long as i use. No withdrawals yet. Slippery slope I know, I'm not stupid.
I would go on with this update but need to do some stuff, will continue later or tomorrow.....or ASAP.
Well, on me. Still unmedicated and untreated for what, since July? So, 2 almost 3mos. Emotional wreck some days, happy as shit others. Today was explosion day. My girlfriend took something the wrong way after waking up on the wrong side of my bed apparently. We have been arguing all day, well up until about 4pm. We're good now. I hate when we fight because it's over shit we both know but are too stubborn to agree upon right away. We both have trust issues and I wish we both could get over it. We're so right for each other, she is SO wonderful
We're both stubborn, heck we're so much alike its scary at times. She loves me so much, and I need to trust in that. We want to move in together but both agree to wait till summer comes back before rushing into anything, though lately it seems that we'd be better off just living together away from this fucking place - another story for another post.
She really thinks she's gonna be the one to ask, haha, I think not.
She's in denial about my place not being OUR place....kinda like the saying I love you thing. She's been here for 2 weeks straight, been home from 345pm until 1hr ago (well still there) and she already is coming back for the night.
Been looking at houses for a little while but we cant even move out of here until October 2012 anyhow, so no rush on looking really. Oh and I have been saving some money aside for a couple months with no one knowing and will be for awhile. My balls are huge and golden, I am my father's daughter after all. It's okay though, she can keep thinking she's gonna be the one to ask..... well okay, she was the one to ask first....then chickened out. No worries though, no rush when you have forever.
I've fallen off my "wagon" but not like last time. I'm drinking and getting high again but no self harm, no PV, no stupid shit at all. Just weed and vodka and yes some cheap highs from DXM and Benadryl. Oh well, I'm maintaining my weight at 139Lbs and still have lots of appitite, no side effects that I notice yet. My balance and memory are great and my moods are good as long as i use. No withdrawals yet. Slippery slope I know, I'm not stupid.
I would go on with this update but need to do some stuff, will continue later or tomorrow.....or ASAP.