I am 18 years of age now and have began experimenting with ecstasy, it first started when i become very interested in psychedelics such as magic musrooms, mescaline and other legal highs.
I became interested in the buzz from ecsatsy through the book PHIKAL by albert shulgin, although my surrounding friends began taking ecstasy around the time i hit 16 i wasn't fully aware about the drug and the current media back then portrayed it as an evil and unsafe drug which could instantly kill, going as far as saying it caused parkinsons disease and even speculating it caused holes in the brain. I was extremely interested in the psychedelic properties about MDMA and was intrigued by albert shulgin who said he had great hope for the drug in psychotherapy due to MDMA's ability to increase both empathy and self-insight.
As i read more about the drug, more i became curious, i also read up enough to know that many street drugs contained other adulterants such as amphetamine, Caffeine, Ketamine , PMA and many more.
I purchased a EZ test as i wanted to be sure that my pill contained MDxx. It came on the monday morning and it had arrived, by tuesday i had purchased 2 clovers/shamrocks. I tested a scraping of the pill and within ten seconds it had turned to an almost dark purple/almost black colour. At around 10pm i consumed one of these clovers, this was my first time and from then on i knew why the drug was so popular, i felt real empathy towards my friends and throughout the whole night we must have got a years worth of convrsation in around 3 hours, i felt relaxed at the end of the night, but from then on i knew i would have to try them once again.
I proceeded in buying a few more of these clovers over the other weeks and felt they were pretty strong, yet me not being experienced i knew nothing and had no idea what quantity of MDMA these pills contained.
I had not been out clubbing on ecstasy before and this was my fifth time, although i could not get hold of any clovers and got hold of another contact who hooked me up with 3 playstations. I was unsure as i hadn't tried any other pills but clovers and had no time to go to my house to test these pills either but this wouldn't stop me experimenting. I consumed the pill around 11 o'clock and was in the club by half past 11, i first began feeling the effects when i went to the toilets after ten minutes from arriving, my heart began to beat a little faster and i began to feel slightly buzzed.
As i began to dance i felt great, the music was beating, my mates were buzzing, i noticed slightly that i was rushing, i felt the need to stay up and dance and was really grateful towards all of my friends who offered drinks and things, after around 2 and a half hours i felt the need to drink alot of water. I felt it hard to breathe at one point but after leaving the club and getting some nice fresh air inside of me i felt fine, the night was good, much better than usual. I got home and smoked a joint, the playstations gave me more of a rush feeling rather than a calm feeling which the clovers did.
Do you think that the playstations could have contained some amphetamine as well as MDxx as i felt much more rushy than normal, or could it be possibly a much stronger content of MDxx?
Or do you think its the fact that i was out clubbing opposed to sitting with friends talking which contributed to the effects?
I became interested in the buzz from ecsatsy through the book PHIKAL by albert shulgin, although my surrounding friends began taking ecstasy around the time i hit 16 i wasn't fully aware about the drug and the current media back then portrayed it as an evil and unsafe drug which could instantly kill, going as far as saying it caused parkinsons disease and even speculating it caused holes in the brain. I was extremely interested in the psychedelic properties about MDMA and was intrigued by albert shulgin who said he had great hope for the drug in psychotherapy due to MDMA's ability to increase both empathy and self-insight.
As i read more about the drug, more i became curious, i also read up enough to know that many street drugs contained other adulterants such as amphetamine, Caffeine, Ketamine , PMA and many more.
I purchased a EZ test as i wanted to be sure that my pill contained MDxx. It came on the monday morning and it had arrived, by tuesday i had purchased 2 clovers/shamrocks. I tested a scraping of the pill and within ten seconds it had turned to an almost dark purple/almost black colour. At around 10pm i consumed one of these clovers, this was my first time and from then on i knew why the drug was so popular, i felt real empathy towards my friends and throughout the whole night we must have got a years worth of convrsation in around 3 hours, i felt relaxed at the end of the night, but from then on i knew i would have to try them once again.
I proceeded in buying a few more of these clovers over the other weeks and felt they were pretty strong, yet me not being experienced i knew nothing and had no idea what quantity of MDMA these pills contained.
I had not been out clubbing on ecstasy before and this was my fifth time, although i could not get hold of any clovers and got hold of another contact who hooked me up with 3 playstations. I was unsure as i hadn't tried any other pills but clovers and had no time to go to my house to test these pills either but this wouldn't stop me experimenting. I consumed the pill around 11 o'clock and was in the club by half past 11, i first began feeling the effects when i went to the toilets after ten minutes from arriving, my heart began to beat a little faster and i began to feel slightly buzzed.
As i began to dance i felt great, the music was beating, my mates were buzzing, i noticed slightly that i was rushing, i felt the need to stay up and dance and was really grateful towards all of my friends who offered drinks and things, after around 2 and a half hours i felt the need to drink alot of water. I felt it hard to breathe at one point but after leaving the club and getting some nice fresh air inside of me i felt fine, the night was good, much better than usual. I got home and smoked a joint, the playstations gave me more of a rush feeling rather than a calm feeling which the clovers did.
Do you think that the playstations could have contained some amphetamine as well as MDxx as i felt much more rushy than normal, or could it be possibly a much stronger content of MDxx?
Or do you think its the fact that i was out clubbing opposed to sitting with friends talking which contributed to the effects?