So i was given 10x 2mg bars off a mate who brought them off the dark web, ive had a few xans and and consider myself someone a seasoned benzo user, however this night changed me life foreever.
Dropped 1.5bars with 1 standard drink
Didnt really feel a great deal, started to feel very clumsy and forgetful, had nother .5 with my last drink and left at that.
This is where things start to get strange, my mate tells me I was laughing, crying, emotional and bizarre, talking about trauma from past life experiences, talking about my worthlessness and that im a total burden etc and the impact they had on my life and started to become visibily upset (i have no recollection of this) my mate who was keeping an eye on me went to the toilet and for some stupid fucking reasons, i just in the car and drove off. Woke up in hospital and was advised I'd cause a head on collision on a freeway whole situation sent me crazy, ended up going to the psych ward for a few weeks to clean everything out my system. Crash happened about 9 months ago and havee some pretty serious charges to respond to, however my toxicology came back negative? Anyone know what ppl are pressing xans with these dayss that would result in such a serious misjudgement - even a partially sober me would have known it was a bad idea - i just have no memory or no thoughts as to why i did what i did. Ive had times where ive black out and too much food and found it in bed with me stupid shit like that but never the this level. Can someone help shed some light on to whats going on here?
Peace
Dropped 1.5bars with 1 standard drink
Didnt really feel a great deal, started to feel very clumsy and forgetful, had nother .5 with my last drink and left at that.
This is where things start to get strange, my mate tells me I was laughing, crying, emotional and bizarre, talking about trauma from past life experiences, talking about my worthlessness and that im a total burden etc and the impact they had on my life and started to become visibily upset (i have no recollection of this) my mate who was keeping an eye on me went to the toilet and for some stupid fucking reasons, i just in the car and drove off. Woke up in hospital and was advised I'd cause a head on collision on a freeway whole situation sent me crazy, ended up going to the psych ward for a few weeks to clean everything out my system. Crash happened about 9 months ago and havee some pretty serious charges to respond to, however my toxicology came back negative? Anyone know what ppl are pressing xans with these dayss that would result in such a serious misjudgement - even a partially sober me would have known it was a bad idea - i just have no memory or no thoughts as to why i did what i did. Ive had times where ive black out and too much food and found it in bed with me stupid shit like that but never the this level. Can someone help shed some light on to whats going on here?
Peace