loopstar12
Greenlighter
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- Apr 1, 2011
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for the past 4 and 1/2 weeks i have not drank any alcohol or done any drugs except maybe smoke a little weed here and there.
before that i was smoking multiple times throughout the day everyday, and drinking heavily maybe 4 times a week. of the 4 days i would drink maybe 2 of those days i would take 2mg of xanax
whenever i would take xanax i would always immediately feel a relief of anxiety (in social situations) and be a ton happier and not sleepy until i was in a bed ofcourse. when i would wake up i would remember bits and pieces of the night before
yesterday i took 2mg of xanax and smoked a blunt (of great weed) and drank a little too (for the first time in 4 and 1/2 weeks) and i was STILL feeling anxious and not nearly as 'good' as i normally have felt. the feeling of being in a completely different zone wasn't there at all. my eyes kept closing and i felt out of place in the crowd i was in. when i woke up this morning i remembered everything from the night before and all i wanted to do was sleep all day.
the reason why i even liked taking xanax when i go to parties is because i feel calmer and relaxed and happier and obviously gets me fucked up in a good way. lately ive been feeling anxious even when im on the 2mg so i guess what my concern is if i have built a tolerance to it? will i ever get that feeling back? i haven't done a single drug in over a month so i thought my tolerance would go down, no? please help!
before that i was smoking multiple times throughout the day everyday, and drinking heavily maybe 4 times a week. of the 4 days i would drink maybe 2 of those days i would take 2mg of xanax
whenever i would take xanax i would always immediately feel a relief of anxiety (in social situations) and be a ton happier and not sleepy until i was in a bed ofcourse. when i would wake up i would remember bits and pieces of the night before
yesterday i took 2mg of xanax and smoked a blunt (of great weed) and drank a little too (for the first time in 4 and 1/2 weeks) and i was STILL feeling anxious and not nearly as 'good' as i normally have felt. the feeling of being in a completely different zone wasn't there at all. my eyes kept closing and i felt out of place in the crowd i was in. when i woke up this morning i remembered everything from the night before and all i wanted to do was sleep all day.
the reason why i even liked taking xanax when i go to parties is because i feel calmer and relaxed and happier and obviously gets me fucked up in a good way. lately ive been feeling anxious even when im on the 2mg so i guess what my concern is if i have built a tolerance to it? will i ever get that feeling back? i haven't done a single drug in over a month so i thought my tolerance would go down, no? please help!
