infectedmushroom
Bluelighter
Im going to write up a time log experience whilst on xanax, because I like time logs :D. While xanax itself to many people is quite boring, maybe this account can give people who have never tried it before a bit more insight to its effects and general positives/negatives.
T+ 0.00 - Sublingually dose approximately 0.5mg of xanax - i'm going to have something to eat and come back.
T+ 0.45 - What just happened to 45 minutes? Dinner passed so quickly - and I always get xany munchies, I was scoffing down salad and fruit at a ridiculous rate...I actually think this stuff is helping me become more physically healthy! As mentioned before, time passes very very quickly whilst on xanax.
T+ 0.50 - Shit that was so close! I just had my little baggy contining my remaining 4mg sitting on my desk and my dad nearly walked in! I find myself being more sloppy and careless - im not thinking straight. Not to say I can't think at all - I had an interesting discussion with my dad regarding the various philosophical ideas in Platos "The Republic." Thats not to say this stuff will open psychedelic doors for you, but it makes me more comfortable to express my opinion without anxiety - sort of like being drunk but in a controlled manner. I'm going to eat another 0.5mg and have a shower.
T+ 0.55 - 0.5mg administered sublingually. This stuff tastes horrible - bitter, chemical pharmacuetical taste. Have to wait for bratty sister to shower now. Doesn't annoy me much though.
T+ 1.05 - OK, now it's really time for a shower. Talking on AIM is pretty fun...noone has anything particularly interesting to say though. The extra 0.5mg is hitting me pretty hard now...the effects are...well...doubled of course. Muscles are relaxed, vision a bit blurred, don't feel like actually talking much, but just chilling out.
T+ 1.25 - Shower was ok, not as amazing as some people say. I feel very warm and comfy though. I love ugg boots
My mood is not lifted per say - its more content. Any anxious/depressing thoughts that enter my head leave quickly afterwards. Feeling a sort of tinlgy numbness in my lower body region. My sore muscles from gym today feel alot more relaxed as well.
T + 1.35 - Wow, feeling really nice and relaxed now...euphoric even...my eyes are heavy and my head warm and swimming. I'm about to do something pretty stupid, but im feeling self destructive - i'm going to rail about 0.25mg to see what its like. I can see how people accidentally go overboard with their benzos and black out or get amnesia - you just always want more.
T+ 1.48 - Approximately 0.5mg in the nose. Im pretty sure I felt a rush, however that could just be a placebo. I feel much much more sedated then before. My eyes are heavy. Concentrating is quite difficult. Im enjoying it :D I hope to never snort pills again though. I've just realized that ive wasted a fair bit of xanax, and that pills are badd to snort. I don't normally insuffluate drugs - the last time was oxy maybe 3-4 months ago, so this very infrequent snorting of drugs should do very minor damage. My head is very warm now.
T+ 1.50 - Surfing BL... Can bits of the pills actually make its way into your lungs? How dangerous is that? Shit. I don't like to think about it. Damage to my nose is one thing, but my lungs... 
Shit, now im stressing about it. Oh well, i'll live. The effects are building gradually...I really think I need to hit the sack soon, and its only 8.50! (BTW - the drip is fucking awfull.)
T + 2.05 - OK, to be quite honest, im nearly dissapointed with myself that I just snorted that bit of xanax. I just had a "why the fuck did I do that" moment. It was so fucking stupid. I guess I just like putting shit up my nose, and love the placebo 'rush' that you experience. I'm DEFINATELY not snorting any pills ever again. BTW - still fucked up.
I'm going to conclude this trip report here, as I don't see it going much further. In conclusion - Xanax is fun, but keep it at small doses that you can handle. I know I have a 'comfort' dose on every drug, i.e. a dose that puts me at my perfect level, and I think ive just slightly gone over my comfort level right now. It's not horrible or unbearable though - just something I won't want to repeat. I've also learned that benzos are a sneaky beast - they creep up on you, and for some reason, mentally, you always want just a little bit more. This can be dangerous and can eventually lead to a black out, so be fucking careful.
Here endeth the time log, thanks for reading. I'm gonna go crash now.
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T+ 0.00 - Sublingually dose approximately 0.5mg of xanax - i'm going to have something to eat and come back.
T+ 0.45 - What just happened to 45 minutes? Dinner passed so quickly - and I always get xany munchies, I was scoffing down salad and fruit at a ridiculous rate...I actually think this stuff is helping me become more physically healthy! As mentioned before, time passes very very quickly whilst on xanax.
T+ 0.50 - Shit that was so close! I just had my little baggy contining my remaining 4mg sitting on my desk and my dad nearly walked in! I find myself being more sloppy and careless - im not thinking straight. Not to say I can't think at all - I had an interesting discussion with my dad regarding the various philosophical ideas in Platos "The Republic." Thats not to say this stuff will open psychedelic doors for you, but it makes me more comfortable to express my opinion without anxiety - sort of like being drunk but in a controlled manner. I'm going to eat another 0.5mg and have a shower.
T+ 0.55 - 0.5mg administered sublingually. This stuff tastes horrible - bitter, chemical pharmacuetical taste. Have to wait for bratty sister to shower now. Doesn't annoy me much though.
T+ 1.05 - OK, now it's really time for a shower. Talking on AIM is pretty fun...noone has anything particularly interesting to say though. The extra 0.5mg is hitting me pretty hard now...the effects are...well...doubled of course. Muscles are relaxed, vision a bit blurred, don't feel like actually talking much, but just chilling out.
T+ 1.25 - Shower was ok, not as amazing as some people say. I feel very warm and comfy though. I love ugg boots
My mood is not lifted per say - its more content. Any anxious/depressing thoughts that enter my head leave quickly afterwards. Feeling a sort of tinlgy numbness in my lower body region. My sore muscles from gym today feel alot more relaxed as well. T + 1.35 - Wow, feeling really nice and relaxed now...euphoric even...my eyes are heavy and my head warm and swimming. I'm about to do something pretty stupid, but im feeling self destructive - i'm going to rail about 0.25mg to see what its like. I can see how people accidentally go overboard with their benzos and black out or get amnesia - you just always want more.
T+ 1.48 - Approximately 0.5mg in the nose. Im pretty sure I felt a rush, however that could just be a placebo. I feel much much more sedated then before. My eyes are heavy. Concentrating is quite difficult. Im enjoying it :D I hope to never snort pills again though. I've just realized that ive wasted a fair bit of xanax, and that pills are badd to snort. I don't normally insuffluate drugs - the last time was oxy maybe 3-4 months ago, so this very infrequent snorting of drugs should do very minor damage. My head is very warm now.
T+ 1.50 - Surfing BL...
Can bits of the pills actually make its way into your lungs? How dangerous is that? Shit. I don't like to think about it. Damage to my nose is one thing, but my lungs... Shit, now im stressing about it. Oh well, i'll live. The effects are building gradually...I really think I need to hit the sack soon, and its only 8.50! (BTW - the drip is fucking awfull.) T + 2.05 - OK, to be quite honest, im nearly dissapointed with myself that I just snorted that bit of xanax. I just had a "why the fuck did I do that" moment. It was so fucking stupid. I guess I just like putting shit up my nose, and love the placebo 'rush' that you experience. I'm DEFINATELY not snorting any pills ever again. BTW - still fucked up.
I'm going to conclude this trip report here, as I don't see it going much further. In conclusion - Xanax is fun, but keep it at small doses that you can handle. I know I have a 'comfort' dose on every drug, i.e. a dose that puts me at my perfect level, and I think ive just slightly gone over my comfort level right now. It's not horrible or unbearable though - just something I won't want to repeat. I've also learned that benzos are a sneaky beast - they creep up on you, and for some reason, mentally, you always want just a little bit more. This can be dangerous and can eventually lead to a black out, so be fucking careful.
Here endeth the time log, thanks for reading. I'm gonna go crash now.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_pharms
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