burn2shine
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So I've taken xanax one time before but that was .5 mg and a ligitimate attempt to manage anxiety when I was giving a speach that my grade depended on.
so here goes
00:00 I pop a bar
00:15 I feel a warm sensation throughout my body but centered in my stomach not unlike an opiate buzz, I take another half bar to top it off
00:20 I was gonna go drive to my friends house, but on my way to the car I was stumbling and I decided I should probably call my buddy who lives down the street and make his ass drive
00:45 So I feel pretty fucked up sittin at my buddy's house hitting his bong, it feels like I'm hammered but more coherent. Like what alcohol would feel like without the spins and nausea.
02:00 I go over to my other friends house and drink a beer or two (ok a fourty)... I'm getting way drunker way faster than I should be and it's just making the bar hit me harder
??
? someone was passing around lean and I took a gulp
??
? I wind up at my house with fourty more dollars in my pocket than I should have (cool)
I woke up this morning with a very hazy recolection of what happened last night, I remember the things that happened, just not necessarily the order or the specifics or the people I did them with.
I remember the high and it was nothing too spectacular, It was like being drunk but not spinning or sick or anything. Also my mind felt coherent, but I sure as shit couldn't act coherent. Even before the drinking and smoking walking a straight line was a bit of a challenege.
I actually have anxiety and this definately helped, but I find I prefer the recreational and medical use of valiums over xanax. I like the mellow high of valiums better. I did like xanax, but my hardcore party days are behind me and I prefer to stay coherent nowadays.
but I do have a nagging urge to do them again tonight, I'm not going to, but I can see how they're so addictive.
substancecode_xanax
substancecode_alprazolam
substancecode_pharms
substancecode_benzos
explevel_inexperienced
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
so here goes
00:00 I pop a bar
00:15 I feel a warm sensation throughout my body but centered in my stomach not unlike an opiate buzz, I take another half bar to top it off
00:20 I was gonna go drive to my friends house, but on my way to the car I was stumbling and I decided I should probably call my buddy who lives down the street and make his ass drive
00:45 So I feel pretty fucked up sittin at my buddy's house hitting his bong, it feels like I'm hammered but more coherent. Like what alcohol would feel like without the spins and nausea.
02:00 I go over to my other friends house and drink a beer or two (ok a fourty)... I'm getting way drunker way faster than I should be and it's just making the bar hit me harder
??
? someone was passing around lean and I took a gulp??
? I wind up at my house with fourty more dollars in my pocket than I should have (cool)I woke up this morning with a very hazy recolection of what happened last night, I remember the things that happened, just not necessarily the order or the specifics or the people I did them with.
I remember the high and it was nothing too spectacular, It was like being drunk but not spinning or sick or anything. Also my mind felt coherent, but I sure as shit couldn't act coherent. Even before the drinking and smoking walking a straight line was a bit of a challenege.
I actually have anxiety and this definately helped, but I find I prefer the recreational and medical use of valiums over xanax. I like the mellow high of valiums better. I did like xanax, but my hardcore party days are behind me and I prefer to stay coherent nowadays.
but I do have a nagging urge to do them again tonight, I'm not going to, but I can see how they're so addictive.
substancecode_xanax
substancecode_alprazolam
substancecode_pharms
substancecode_benzos
explevel_inexperienced
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
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