wtf is really going on>?

eh,
(ill just copy paste a msg to a friend and add to it later).
today hasn't been a good day for me, was just discharged from IOP because it took me to long to find labcorp(drug testing place), my counsler wouldn't go into details. which maybe this is a blessing in it's self. because this means i'm able to find a job and work full time now. Still a little upset because the place i am living at was being paid by the IOP place for me to live there, so now this means i'm going to HAVE to find a job in order to remain there. Not going to let this fuck my shit up, this is only a minor setback, atleast i still have my car, and some other things.
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So now i'm not having to go to fucking stupid ass drug classes from 8-5 every day of the week, so instead i'll be able to get a job and work, wait let me rephrase that;I'm GOING to have to get a job and work because if not then I'll have no where to go, besides a shelter or sleep in my car. still have like 6 bigass black garbage bags full of my cloths among abunch of other shit at this halfway house that i'm at. I'm going to talk with the director tonight whenever i get around there and plead with him about keeping me a spot there until i'm able to work and pay rent. I'm sure he's going to ask why i was dischraged from there, and im pretty fucking sure my cockassfaggit counsler has already called him and told him that i was kicked out of the program, i still don't know all the fucking details, but have a dr.apt monday at 2:45 with my dr, to try and maybe get into the evening classes, because id really like to be able to get a job and work during the days. Got a veryyyy imporntant email today from a supervisor that works at one of the local coal mines, so would really like to get a chance and talk with him asap, will ask the libary if i can use their phone to call my ride or make something up to be able to use the phone, sucks not having a phone. best way to contact me is thru my email, or facebook, which i only check that shit once a day,whcih maybe for the best because i was spending like all day on the shit when i was on methadone because i didn't give a fuck.
will let my blog readers know what goes on later tonite and if i am still around tommorow.
 
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