Seven years ago I may have laughed in your face, but
more likely, I wouldn’t have recognized your existence.
Two years ago I may have had the patience to waste, and
taken the time to try and penetrate the bullshit that coats the inner you.
A few months ago, angered silently, I’d hold my tongue and play grin-and-bear
imagining that an off-orbit satellite suddenly fell and broke your crooked spine.
About a month ago, I would’ve sighed and clenched my teeth
and quickly walked away, hating you from afar.
A few weeks ago, I might’ve let you push me to the max
until I could take no more and had to tell you off.
A few days ago, I would’ve taken a piss on the front seat of your car
put a banana in your exhaust pipe, and write in grease on your back window,
`good day, wish you were dead.’
About a day ago, I would’ve hired a hit man
to blow a hole in your fucking head instead.
But a few hours ago, I plotted your demise.
Thirty minutes ago, you saw something in my eyes,
cracked a joke,
and then looked right passed me.
Just now, you pushed me over the line
and bitch, now you know you
picked the wrong day to fuck with me.
more likely, I wouldn’t have recognized your existence.
Two years ago I may have had the patience to waste, and
taken the time to try and penetrate the bullshit that coats the inner you.
A few months ago, angered silently, I’d hold my tongue and play grin-and-bear
imagining that an off-orbit satellite suddenly fell and broke your crooked spine.
About a month ago, I would’ve sighed and clenched my teeth
and quickly walked away, hating you from afar.
A few weeks ago, I might’ve let you push me to the max
until I could take no more and had to tell you off.
A few days ago, I would’ve taken a piss on the front seat of your car
put a banana in your exhaust pipe, and write in grease on your back window,
`good day, wish you were dead.’
About a day ago, I would’ve hired a hit man
to blow a hole in your fucking head instead.
But a few hours ago, I plotted your demise.
Thirty minutes ago, you saw something in my eyes,
cracked a joke,
and then looked right passed me.
Just now, you pushed me over the line
and bitch, now you know you
picked the wrong day to fuck with me.
